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2009-10-08T00:46:00.000-07:00

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2009-09-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

Kind of feeling really confused, like really really confused. I'm torn between decisions. Went to take dinner and visit my grandparents just now and so I went in to say hello to my grandfather. I saw plasters on his leg, so I asked if he was ok as he was already taking medicine from NUH. And he told me that he was getting better .. But he also said that he had met his friend who has the same leg probems as him but his friend has amazingly recovered in just 3 days while my grandfather has been taking his medicine for like 4 months. I kind of expected what my grandfather would want to do. And yes, I guessed correctly. He got the receipt of the medicine that his friend was taking and he is going Johor to get the medicine as he finds the medicine from NUH not effective. Okay, so here comes what I'm worrying about.

My grandfather is going to buy another type of medicine for himself because he has leg problems and he finds that the medicine given by the NUH doctors are not really working for him. But the thing that I'm worried about is that I got no idea what medicine he will be buying, what kind of stuff the medicine is made of. Even if it might be effective, it might not be safe to consume. And my grandfather's already taking medicine from NUH. What makes it worse is that I'm not supposed to let my parents know because my grandfather told me not to tell anybody and also, I wouldn't want to let them know because I'm afraid that they might quarrel with my grandfather. My father already knows that my grandfather is mixing his medicine ... And my dad is like .. really .. frusrated? Worried? Can't really think of the word. Its just the kind of feeling when someone is not doing the right thing when they're supposed to although you're trying your best to help them? Okay. Yup. And if I don't let my parents know, and anything happens to my grandfather if he takes the medicine that he buys from Johor, I will never be able to forgive myself for not letting my parents know. I'll probably regret for life. Can anyone tell me what exactly should I do? The right decision that I have to make? I don't want to make a wrong decision. A wrong decision with the risk of losing ... my grandfather.

Oh yes. It hurts when your grandparents talk about the past. Like there was this sentence when my grandmum said (in chinese) about the times that my dad brought them to this particular place to eat. It really feels very ... sad when I heard this. As in .. my dad is already working very hard to support the whole family. The five of us including himself plus both my grandparents. I guess its just a matter of time. Like when my father has his own family (which includes me) and he won't be able to find so much time to spend with my grandparents and they might probably feel very lonely. And I believe they will definitely miss the times when we spend time together. Or when everybody gets a get-together. I wonder why its so hard. We're so busy with our own lives that we neglect our grandparents. Thereafter, we regret when its already too late. Imagine living in a house 24 hours a day, lying on your bed in the room or sitting in the living room watching TV. It may seem like a very relaxed life. But will we have anybody to talk to? Will we get tired of this kind of life? Yes, if we can imagine. Then imagine our grandparents in this situation. How would they feel? What would they be thinking about?

Okay. So I'm feeling very down today. Kind of have million of random thoughts running in my mind. Thinking about all the posibilities that might happen. And how I will regret not doing things that I should in the future when its already too late. By the way, there's a serious lack of motivation when eoys are just about less than 10 days away. But nevertheless, jiayou people! Fighting! RVCC, we never crash, ever.

Tag Replies:

Raphael: Haha ..Maybe sometimes being nice is good, but at times it becomes really tiring to be nice.. And there are people who might take it for granted and think otherwise. Hahas.. if you get what I mean .. I guess this is what life is all about. Btw, jiayou for eoys Raphael! (:

Ci En: Hoho. Hellos! :D Hahas, FIGHTING! jiayou! Saw your fb status when you said that everybody seems to be mugging thats why fb is so dead. Don't worry. You got a junior who has no motivation or can't really get the facts into her head. Hoho. There's a saying that goes "Winning is not everything. Wanting to win is." Maybe we can change it to "Studying is not everything. Wanting to study is." ^^

Mag: HAHA, OKAYS! (: Will try to do my best for SDMA and not 丢 <3ZINC 的脸！Hahas, mag! You must jiayou jiayou for eoys and sdma also! Then we can MAPLEEE together as ZINC after eoys! Hohoho! Exictteedd :D

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2009-09-17T06:15:00.001-07:00

Typed out a super long post. And blogger just deleted everyting D:
So I would just have to cut everything short, and I have cut it really short.
My previous post was much much longer and detailed :(
It has been about a week NJRC has passed, and I'm really missing Zinc, alot.
But I guess, there's things in life that we have to put down..
And I'm really really happy that I'm still saying hello and chatting with my seniors (:
Hmm. So life has been revolving around normal school day.
I can say, it has been rather stressful and I'm rather confused and tired.
Things that I had least expected had happened.
Friendship has turned into a clearer word to me after what has happened in fact.
I've come to the fact that maybe some friends arent worth your care and concern.
Because of what they've done behind you, although you treated them as a friend.
Anyways, I was watching a Channel U show just now, a sort of volunteer show.
There were mediacorp artists who went around the world to help others.
And this week, they went to mongolia to help the orphanage children..
When I watched the show, I was thinking "That's how simple life can be."
The children there, their life has been spent so wonderfully ...
They are going through and enjoying what I really call life.
Everyday, they are facing the blue skys, green fields,cattle and spending time together.
They have to cook for themselves, look after themselves, sleep together etc.
And the people they have with them are, friends. They go through thick and thin together.
Friends are their source of love, what's keeping them going.
There they are, living a not so fortunate yet happy and simple life.
Here we are, facing stress from exams, having friendship/family problems, not being
contented with ourselves, procastinating life ...
Why is it that we cannot treat life from another perspective?
On how fortunate we are to have been born in such a wonderful environment ..
While there are children out there who's living independantly, who's living such a simple life.
Its not that we have been treated differently, its just that we were born into different 'worlds'.
Our definition of the word 'happiness'.
To them, happiness was time spending together with each other. The laughter and smiles that
were on their faces came from the bottom of their hearts.
To us, happiness is scoring well at examinations, winning over our peers in what we do, getting
crazy over our idols etc.
See how big the difference can be?
There was this boy there in mongolia.
He had been in the orphange for 7 years because his mum had taken drugs.
Through that 7 years, his mum has visited him only once. Just that one time.
She never came back again. Never.
However, when the artist asked if the boy would ever want to see his mum again if she came back, his reply was " Yes, definitely."
When I was watching till this part, I was like ... ... never am I going to forgive my mum if she had done this to me. But this boy has taught me that family really is everything. If even him, who has been abandoned by his mum for 7 years is willing to forgive his mum, why are we quarelling with our parents everyday over small things? Is forgiveness really that difficult?
The artist also asked him what was he wish (it was his b'day) and this was what we replied:
"I don't know, I really don't know. I'm not even sure if I'll be dying tomorrow."
And when he was asked what his wish was, his reply:
"I want to have a house. So that I can live with my sisters and mum."

That simple. That's how simple a dream of a 16 year old boy can be.
I'm wondering. Is it that difficult to change our perspective of life? Probably, yes.
Cherish Life. Love Life. Imagine. Imagine how it would be like if we lived in another 'world.'

I am going to work hard. FIGHTING SASHA! :D

Tag Replies:

Nat: hahas!(: HELLO NATNAT! :D 'can you feel zinc's love tonight?' hahaha! xD

Christabel: CHRISTABEL YANG! (: hellos! heheh, jiayous for EOYs! basketball!

Mag: Hahaha, yup! Because we're ZINC<3! And yes, zinc will be in my heart
forever too! (: miss you all alot alot already! *BIGGGGHUGGGGGG!* And I am
very very very touched after reading your blog! :D There's a few sentences
that have become my inspiration!

Raphael: Thanks Raphael! (: You too! Jiayous! Fighting! Hahas, smile! :D

Kenneth: Hellos kenneth! Hahaha, you are nice! (: Must not emo,be happy kays! Be positive! Fighting! Yups, hope we can work together soon, even if its not in rvcc! :D Must visit us ahh!

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2009-09-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

JIAYOUS RVCC FOR FINALS TMR! :D
WE OWN NJRC! JIAYOUS:
-NEON
-ASTATINE
-PLATINUM
-TITANIUM
-KRYPTON
-SELENIUM

RVCC FIGHTING!

ツZINC!
I want nobody nobody but ZINC! hahas.
Although we didn't get into finals, its ok, really!
ZINC will always be ZINC! the best best best!
Its not about winning, but about what I've learnt and gained ..
And all I can say is that I've gained things that are beyond explanation.
Experience, Love, Friendship, Memories, Fun and lots lots more.
I'm very very very happy that I've such great great seniors! <3
Mag! Justin! Zhi Kai! Kenneth!
We've worked together for months and bonded quite a lot :D
Time has really passed so fast and I really hope that it can rewind ..
It will definitely feel very very weird going for cca not working with team zinc ..
But anyways, TEAM ZINC WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART! :D

Mag: MAGGG! :D I LOVE YOU! You're team zinc's best best wonderful leader and you will always be! I rmb that I didn't talk much the first time I saw you, but I started talking quite a lot during camp (: And by now, hahaha, I think you know that I talk a lot ya! Hahas, I rmb the time during camp! When we held our hands together during night trail because we were the only girls! And we screamed when we were on the top floors! hahahas, all the memories we had (:
and also when we went to bath and looked up at the scary ceiling >< it has been such a memorable experience with you especially .. we have talked so much .. you're the greatest greatest senior that i've met and you're the first senior that I've really opened my heart to :D THANKKS MAG! Your time, effort, love you've put into team zinc! And the care and concern that you've shown to each and everyone of us! The times that you were worried for Zinc, the times you jumped and say " okay! okay! yay" when Zhi Kai gave a new idea, and the times you laughed and covered your face when justin wanted to take photos of you eating :D Haha, you must eat more alrights! You're so thin already! And NO! your head is not big! (: Hahahas, yepps, we'll take group photo together! I LOVE MAG! :D THREE CHEERS! WHEE! and and yess! all the encouraging smses that you've sent to team zinc! the times we've had together, will never ever become history cause i'll always rmb it! :D mag, you're the greatest team leader i can't imagine being in another group for NJRC'09!

Justin: JUSTINN! :D I still remember that time at mac lab you asked me something like why I didn't join robo or something related to NJRC, then I was like ... robo? And it turned out that you're not only my RV senior, RVCC senior, PEPS senior, but also my robotics club senior! Hahahas, we got destiny heh! maybe you'll even be my university senior! And I rmb you laughing when I told you that all the girls quitted robotics club :D And and I'm surprised that you rmb me from robotics club! haha, which was like abt 3 years ago.hahas! I love all your famous quotes you've said during our whole NJRC period! Its one of the most colourful memories! You'll always say: " JOKE LAH!" "YOU DISGUSTING" "CHICKEN BACKSIDE" "DON"T SPAM THE PAINT" and lots more (: and yesterday, when I say my peps senior, the guy from your batch, I suddenly sort of rmb seeing you in 6K! :DD yay! you will always be my senior! maybe in university too! hahaha, I don't think I will ever forget all these.. And you've really really put in a lot of effort into NJRC! Zinc knows, I know! :D you're a really really great senior and I know that you'll always be there for ZINC! THANKS justin for all that you've given zinc and the memories you've given me! ZINC MULTI!

ZINC;ROBO <3

Zhi Kai: ZHI KAII! :D I remember! NOBODY NOBODY! Your dance! I was laughing like crazy when I saw you dancing outside the com lab (: Maybe one day I'll get to see you dancing with wonder girls yah! Haha! You're zinc's senior and you've guided us through NJRC a lot! We all know that you've put in a lot a lot a lot of effort into robo and you've done us proud! :D was really worried yesterday when we saw you so stressed, scared that you would break down but you didn't and instead, you managed to pull through everything! (: YAYE! three cheers for zhi kai too! and I rmb the time you laughed a lot at mac also! :D THANKS for letting me play your laptop yesterday! I learn't to play a new game from you! hahas.. And I was really touched when you said you brought your laptop for us to play cause you know that we'll be bored (: Although this is your last NJRC, but your spirit will always be with us! And I'm very very sad that you'll be leaving rvcc nxt year ... But you must always rmb ZINC and come visit us okays? And yes yes yes! Let's play maple together as team ZINC after eoys! PROMISE? DEAL! :D hahas..

Kenneth: KENNETH! THANKS for being such a friendly senior! I rmb the first time we knew
our NJRC grouping outside the com lab .. Mag went back in to get paper and pen and I was left ouside with you guys .. Felt kind of lost but you kept waving and saying hello while I just looked at you saying hello :D And you were smiling a lot, so to me, you was and still is a very very friendly senior (: while we were outside the library, you kept asking me to talk more! hahas, and now, i feel very bonded to you guys and I feel very comfortable talking to you all (: you must take care of yourself okays? Rmb that I don't like to see anything sharp (: Zinc will always be there for you! And I rmb the times that you and Justin are together! Be it gay-ing together or working together :D must must jiayous alrights? As a chairperson and everything else! And you must always smile cause your smile is very very cheerful and it will bring a smile onto others also (: plus your bear! must fold more hearts so that it can fill up the whole tee-shirt of ( ........ )! hahas xD

To sum it all up, its only three words, I LOVE YOU!
ZINC! NO MATTER WHAT, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART! <3
THANKS FOR MAKING MY YEAR ONE SO MEMORABLE!

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2009-09-10T01:46:00.000-07:00

TODAY'S THE BIG BIG DAY! (:

Its 1.36am so that means NJRC will start in abt 6 hours!
JIAYOUS ZINC!
I love love love you all!
Mag! Justin! Kenneth! Zhi Kai!
Let's do our best and have fun tomorrow!

{Mag;Sasha;Justin;Kenneth;ZhiKai}

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2009-09-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

JIAYOUS RVCC!

Its not the end, just the beginning..

Let's stand up from where we've fallen, smile, and carry on.

Never give up!

We still have booth and robo! (:

不要放弃,笑着走下去!

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2009-08-31T05:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

two words,
unexpected _________.

Baked cupcakes :D Yumyum.

JIAYOUSZINC!
lets jiayous till the very end! (:

JIAYOUS 1B!
end-of-years are coming!

JIAYOUS SASHA!
you got to start mugging! ><

although it seems quite impossible.

impossible is nothing.

nothing is impossible.

impossible is just a big word thrown around by small people.

hmm. -ponders-
wonders why these motivational words do not seem so motivating.

我不是真正的快乐，我的笑只是我穿的保护色。

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2009-08-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

♥ BUZZER BEAT!
The show's super cool! :D Thumbs-up!
Its on basketball + romance ..
Yay! Finally, there's another basketball show ..
I (L) basketball!
Ever since I watched My MVP Valentine ..
And and basketball has very profound meaning and lessons in it!
You will never know who will win or lose till the very last minute.
Applies to life? Yes, probably guess so.
Ok, -side track-
Was on the bus yesterday with RVCC year ones and seniors ..
To buy materials for NJRC, ok, so Beatrice and I were singing nursery songs.
And I was singing singing until it came to the row row row your boat song.
Here it goes.
~ Row row row your boat
~ Gently down the stream
~ blah blah blah blah
~ Life is but a dream
I forgot the lyrics ><
And came up with my own for the last sentence! Haha, it just striked me...
Oh yes, then on the bus from Anchor point to West Mall last night ..
Beatrice and I was playing a game, laughed like crazy.
Which part of the day are you the most alive? ( something like that )
Hahaha, and I gave a very very sick answer ..
Think about it! -secret .___. - hahas
-back from side track-

Go watch the show!
Actually started watching after blog hopping and reading Esther's blog :D
And and I was attracted to the theme song at the beginning of Ep 1!
The show is cool! Riko is pretty, like really pretty ^^
The head coach is charming. And Naoki is cute. Hahas.
But most importantly, its is a BASKETBALL show + LOVE story.
-faints at a drama addict <.< -

NJRC's coming!
JIAYOUS ZINC ♥!
fight all the way!

Tag Replies:

passerby: haha, yup! I don't listen to 987 :D listen to 933 instead .. but anyways,
my songs are old! yes, really old! I'll try to add new songs, but I guess by the time
I add it, the songs will turn old also ^^

lalala & guest: thanks so much! ^^ hahas, and yes, agreed! maybe songs are like wine,
the longer the better (: don't I seem like I'm trying to give excuses to defend myself? :D
haha, but what passerby said is true, my songs are really old ><

Myet: hello mei! yup! MUST go out together! promise! (: thanks for the tag! Loves! :D

JingYi: hello! :D haha, thanks for the tag!

Magdalene: YEPPS ;D ZINC ♥! Let's jiayous together! (: 2 more weeks! -exccitteed!-

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2009-08-08T04:31:00.000-07:00

Realised that I haven't been blogging lately!
14 days = 2 weeks. Astonishing how time seems to fly.
And there's only about let's say 1 and 1/2 month left till EOYs D:
Life has been rather normal, and I 've been thinking ...
ROBOT, in fact, maybe its a good adjective to describe humans.
Oh yes, Mr Lai said that happiness is a choice (:
How I wish I could run after an aeroplane.
Or meet a shooting star which was on its way to another planet.
So it'll me able to grant me all my wishes. Yay!
The invisble mask is getting tired ...
And I have the feeling that it'll collapse very soon.
Desperately in desparation of ---s.
Could someone give me a million and one of those? :D
I'll give you a million and one in return! Deal?
Ok, sorry for these random stuff I've said above!
Nobody understands the strange language I'm talking about (:
I guess you must be thinking what %&)$(@& I'm trying to say..
Haha! ^^ Let's all try to put on a smile (: A BIG one!
If we can't be happy, why not try to make others happy? :D
Let's not deprive others of the chance of being happy!
Anyways, yesterday was national day celebrations!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! <3
Nothing special, but I thought the apple pie was yummy!
Had to attend computer make-up lessons after school..
Managed to chiong out everything, just in time (:
Met Jia Yan at Vivo, mrt-ed to Jurong Point!
As usual, talked about all stuffs XD HAAPPYY!
I managed to blurt a long of things out, like finally!
At least there's really someone who I can talk to!
And show my true colours to :D
Bwahahahaha, -secret- mouth zipped (:
Ate at sub-way, yum!
Walk-ed to the library, managed to find my 爱情小说, at last!
I've finished reading one in two days :( that leaves me with 3 left.
Did our Bio assignment at the library, and chit-chatted, again :D
haha! spent a few hours on the assignment because we side-tracked!
Walked through the library about 4 times, just to find my books ..
Oh yup, don't buy mineral water from the shop downstairs!
JiaYan bought a bottle of it at $1.50 ..
But the machine upstairs sold it at $1.00! >.>
Okay, so we went back to JP :D
JY bought Shi Lin chicken, I took a piece, out of temptation ;D
Too yummy to resist I guess. Bought bubble tea, again (:
So that's about all.
And yayye again! I'm going to study with JY, soon! XD
We're going to swim, go on a one day expedition!
To Ion orchard and Far-east plazza for my HK bubble tea!
-excited!- But it all has to wait for after EOYs :(
JIAYOUS people!

Tag Replies:

Jia Chun: Hello Jia Chun! :D Haven't seen you for almost a year! :(
I'm doing fine! Trying my best! How about you? You doing ok?
Hope to see you very soon! On teacher's day! XD loves! (: jiayous!

Zi Jin: I love you too, a lot! (: Hahas, but I'm not nice! XD Hope to
understand you all more! We must jiayous together okays? You too!
Must jiayous for dance! Remember what we are, ROARR. hahas :D

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2009-07-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BEATRICE! <3
Its 25th July so Beatrice's turning 13 years old today!
Since I can't see her today, let me sing~ a birthday song here!

Happy Birthday To You~
Happy Birthday To You~
Happy Birthday To Beatrice~
Happy Birthday To You!

祝你生日快乐!
祝你生日快乐!
祝你生日快乐!
祝你生日快乐!

YAYYE! :D Beatrice!
Stay happy and smiley kays! (:
And live life to the happiest you can!
Get good good results and earn lots of $$!
Most importantly, must stay healthy!
Jiayous in editing cause you rock in them! :D

Lastly, a few photos specially dedicated to you!

BLEACH! :DD hahas, hope you like it! is this the correct guy? o.O

TADAKIRA! :D Beatrice, is this what you're reffering to in yr blog?
Not to sure about it .. hahas

Lastly, EEYORE! :D haha, knew it from this morn's cake! (:

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEATRICE! :D

Loves!

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2009-07-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

Back! (:
School was rather -normal- but tiring this week.
Speech and Drama for last 1 hour today..
Haha, had to go up to act, speaking in Jewbrish.
Jewbrish? Yes, Jewbrish :D
Its something like talking in a weird language,
And expressing yourself through body language ..
In the end, I got Brandon so worked up ^^ hahahas!
And all I did was follow what he did plus lip vibrations!
Went to pizzahut at clementi with Jia Yan after school (:
STUDENT DEAL @ $6.95
Super Worth It! Ate until we were like super bloated ..
As usual, talked and laughed a lot ;D
It was a free flow of pepsi, and we drank two big cups.
Resulted in us rushing out of Pizza Hut for the toilet, ha's!
Ok, so there's the story of the toilet.
Beware,never go to the toilet beside the KTV.
And so it starts here, we were rushing to the toilet very very urgently,
And we stoped at the pathway to the toilet.
Because it was super freaky from the outside,
Like a place which was taken out from a horror movie.
We walked very slowly, and I was so scared that I grabbed Jia Yan's hand.
What happened in the end?
While we were walking, Jia Yan suddenly shouted: " whooooooo! "
-screams- I pratically just shouted like ... =_=""
After that, she added on saying that the place was very freaky ...
-freaked out- but continued laughing!
Whahaha, opened the door, and saw a lady in black tying her hair in front of the mirror :D
And Jia Yan said: "有人啦! "
Ok, so that's the end of the toilet story. Interesting? XD jkjk!
Went to BIG bookshop after that, browsed through everything ..
Jia Yan found my 爱情小说 there! Like ... ohmygosh! (:
Couldn't find it anywhere, and Jia Yan found it! And she told me! thanks Jia Yan! :D
HAPPPY ^^ spent a long long long time there, looking through all the cover pages..
And chose the book that both of us liked!
Although the guy's not very shuai, but the story plot is super cool ;D
Said that we will be going there to buy more books again! yayyye! three cheers!

NJRC mission's going to be released tmr! :D excited!

Pictures :D

Full Pizzas (:

E-M-P-T-Y Pizzas (:

My superb 爱情小说! Cool? XD

Tag Reply:

Zi Qi: helllo! :D yup! never see you for half a year already! :( yepps, I'm doing ok! trying to survive, hahas. how about you? hope to see you on teacher's day! ^^

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2009-07-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

MOS-BURGERED WITH JIAYAN :DDDDDD
chat&chat&chat + laugh&laugh&laugh= fun! whahahahahahas ..
finally managed to say whatever that has been kept in my heart..
thanks for 陪-ing me the whole afternoon to complete my cl compo! ^^

at least there's still someone whom I can trust,
and share everything that's bottled inside me.

Tag Reply:

Zi Jin: hellos! :D happyyy to see your tag!

JingYi: 259+3 (:

2009-07-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

MUST WATCH! :D

HARRY! <3

Haha, just some random videos that will bring you laughs, i hope ^^

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2009-06-28T04:32:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!
HOMEWORK'S ALL DONE! :D

I'm so dead for the D&T test tomrorrow.

tag reply.
(w/o blog)

Yu Qian: Ok! I'll send you the photos ^^
Haha, yupp! Let's go there again!
See you soon! On teacher's day! (:
Loveees! XD

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2009-06-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

Hello! :D Finally back to blogging!
Very very very very happy and excited today because
I went on a date with my primary school friends! XD
Whahahahahahahaha, miss them a lot ...
Si Xuan, Agnes, Yu Qian, Maxine and Yin Jia.
Sabrina was supposed to come but she had a squash match :(
Met them at 3.00pm at our usual place.
Sakae Sushi at WestMall (:
Haha, wonderful memories I've had there ...
Still remember the time we went there after getting our PSLE results!
So we ate and ate and ate plus talked and talked and talked.
Till we were -bloated- haha, and we had to struggle to finish the sushi.
The Mochi was yummy! Haaaaahs, and the strawberries kept dropping .___.
Went to library, cards&such with sixuan, popular, comics connection blahblah.
Ended of with the arcade but Yin Jia had to leave first :(
Took neo-prints! :D loveeeeeeeeeeees, haha.

Love the last photo! :D

Done! (: Really really can't wait to go out with them again!
Primary School's still the best! :D haha,loves!

Getting on pretty fine with homework, not as bad as expected.

Chinese assignment + Maths project + 1 el worksheet.

Got to chiong -_-""

Haha, anyways, just wanted to say .. today was a really nice day (:

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2009-06-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

Quiz From Myet ;D

1. Jia Yan
2. Xin Ru
3. Agnes
4. Min Ying
5. Yin Jia
6. Denise
7. Hui Wen
8. Zi Jin
9. Raina
10. Beatrice
11. Myet
12. Lum Jia
13. Hillary
14. Magdalene

(randomly arranged huh! :D anybody is welcome to do this quizz! )

( beware! below's spammed with smileeeys and stuff ;D )

1. How did you get to meet 7? -huiwen-
RVHS! 1Barbarians'09!

2. What would you do if you and 13 had not met? -hillary-
I would --- with regrets for not meeting such a nice friend! ^^

3. What would you do if 1 and 12 dated? -jiayan&lumjia-
Hmm .. I'll snatch both away! Haaaaaahs :P

4. Have you seen 14 cry? -magdalene-
Nope! And I hope not to! Magdalene doesn't cries, she smileeeeees :D

5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? -minying&myet-
Probably not, both are 'straight' girls kays!

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? -myet-
Yup! OF COURSE! My dearest meimei (:

7. What is 2's favourite colour? -xinru-
Lime Green and Purple ;D

8. When was the last time you talked to 9? -raina-
Ehs, on her tagboard a few days ago [:

9. What language does 8 speak?
Multi-language! English, Chinese and learning Jap! ^^

10. Who is 13 going out with? -hillary-
Hmmm ... ... ... ... [ privacy huhs! ] -_-""

11. What grade is 1 in? -jiayan-
Secondary One, RVHS! :D

12. Would you ever date 10? -beatrice-
Yepp! If she wants! :) Hahas, jkjk! Dates as in friends, duhh! :)

13. What's the best thing about 13? -hillary-
She's a nice,friendly,out-going,cheerful and straight-forward girl! [:

14. What's the best thing about 8? -zijin-
She's a nice friend who's very very pro at dancing! ;D

15. Have you ever kissed 5? -yinjia-
Nope! Haha ... =_=

16. What is the best memory you had with 7? -huiwen-
Studying together and going to her house to study and slack ("

17. When was the last day you saw 6? -denise-
Hmm .. In school the previous week I think :D During CCA time!

18. How is 12 and 14 different? -lumjia&magdalene-
One is 13 yrs old while the other is 14 yrs old! o.O

19. Is 6 pretty? -denise-
YUPP! pretty pretty pretty girl! loveeeeees ^^

20. How do you know 5? -yinjia-
PEPS! Since pri 3 I think ... ")

21. Is 1 your best friend? -jiayan-
Yup! BFF! Tells her alot of confidential stuff (:

22. Do you hate 12? -lumjia-
Nahh! No luhh! Why on earth would I hate her? o.O ILY! :D

23. Have you seen 4 last month? -minying-
Nopeee :( Miss her a lot ...

24. When was the last time you talked to 3? -agnes-
On her tagboard a few days ago! ;D

25. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? -minying-
Yepp! A few times (:

26. Have you ever gotten in trouble with 8? -zijin-
Hmmm , nope, not really .____.

27. Would you give 2 a hug? -xinru-
YESS! Here, here's a big hug ... { hugggggggggggs } (:

28. Have you ever lied to 3? -agnes-
Ehs, i'm not sure ...Can't rmb cause we met since Primary One! :D

29. Is 1 good in socializing? -jiayan-
Yuppp! Feel free to talk to her (" She's super nice and gd at keeping secrets!

30. Do you know any secrets of 9? -raina-
Hmm .. Maybe? o.O

31. Desribe the relationship between 12 and 14. -lumjia&magadalne-
S.t.r.a.n.g.e.r.s -_-"'

32. Best thing about your friendship with 9? -raina-
We can chat about a lot a lot a lot of stuff .. Hehehe :D

33. What's the worst thing about 6? -denise-
She's got too much love from me! haha ;)

34. Have you ever had a crush on 12? -lumjia-
Yeahhh! Iloveher! As friends! ( duhh.. again .. ) (:

35. Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend? -magdalene-
She's a girl,so a BF! ;D Hahahahas ...

36. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? -jiayan-
Nah! Never ever! ^^

37. Has 2 met your mum? -xinru-
Yup! In school! When we ate sushi and at BPP :D

38. How did you get to meet 3? -agnes-
My childhood friend from Primary One all the way till now ;D BFF!

39. Did you physically hit 3? -agnes-
Hmm .. I don't think so .. Did I? O.O

40. Do you live close to 7? -huiwen-
WOAHH! Hahas, yuppp! Less than 5 mins by bus ;D Can walk there!

41. What's 8 favourite food? -zijin-
She likes the chicken rice from school (:

42. What kind of car does 1 have? -jiayan-
Hmm.. [ confidential ] :D

43. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? -raina-
Yupp! She brought me to JJ's concert ;D

Yup! Finally donee! A quiz from Myet .. -spamsmileys-
Spent a long time on it as I had to type it all out.
Okay, so schools going to start soon and I still have
987654321 amount of homework left =_=""
Hmm .. Its a wonder why I suddenly miss a lot of people ..
Espacially my primary school friends,
And I don't know how sec sch life can ever be better than pri sch.
Or how can it ever be better then what it is now :(
I need inspiration&motivation.
Here's some replies to the tags, to those w/o blogs :D
Cause I would have replied at your tb if you have a blog!

Magdalene: HELLOOOOS MAGDALENE! ;D yuppp, Z I N C ♥!
lets jiiayous together! wheeeeeeeee! smileeeeees (:

Shu Hui: Heyyyyy ShuHui! ;D Everything's been going on ok ...
How abt you? How's sch? Can't wait to see you! Take careee
alrights! (: loveeeeeseeeees!

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2009-06-05T00:08:00.001-07:00

Just came back from RVCC camp! :D
It was a hugeeee success ( except running of course. haaahs ).
Stations games was fun, espacially the 500 secs no NG.
And of course not to forget THE AMAZING RACE.
Didn't have to chiong so fast to the finishing point actually [:
Haha, and we were super duper highhh after that!
Didn't expect to reach the fastest cause we were lagging behind ..
But still, YAYYYY! :D muahahahahhaha, really happy.
Movie screening of horror musical.
Guess what? I was sleeping in the LT during the show.
LT was SUPER cold and I was shivering ..
Managed to plug my headphones and I blasted 933 for the whole time.
Mainly becaused I didn't dare to watch ..
Not to forget, one of the most memorable one, NIGHT TRAIL! [;
I was like holding and squeezing Magdalene's hands the whole time!
Plus we needed the guys with us :D hahas.
Oh yup, it was thrilling walking on the second and third floor of the sch.
With the screams of Magdalene and Kenneth [:
The stories played was very very scary, although I sort of didn't hear ..
Covered my ears for almost all the stories, or I should say ALL the stories :)
For the last station in the toilet, I shared a mirror with Justin...
Covered my ears once again, and I think Justin was trying to distract me ...
From the stories! Thanks Justin! :D Or maybe he weresn't, but still ... LOL.
I rmb that a few words that he repeated was " dot dot dot " ..
Hmmm .. yesss. New scary stories abt the sch that Sylvia told ...
VERY SCARY ..
Abt the mirrors in the toilet beside the art room ..
The black gates at the auditorium ...
Shivers.
Overall, camp was super niceeeeeee! [:
It was super bonding and I loved it!
THANKS SENIORS FOR PREPARING THE CAMP! ;D

Lastly, a big big JIIAYOUS to ZINC! WHEEE! [:
We can do it derhhhs, together, I hope! :D
A lot of smileys, haaaaahs.

I'm probably not the me I thought I was.
And they probably realised that before me.

2009-05-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

Hellohs Earth-lings! (: GPA's out! Its a 3.2 !
Quite okay for someone like me I guess. (;
For those people who crazily got a GPA of 3.9 or 4,
I guess you're trembling on your chair,
dripping cold sweat and probably having a heart attack now.
Muahahahahaha, but believe in yourself yup!
" Believe in yourself! One will not fall for the rest of his life."
Especially dedicated to myself and some of my dearest loved ones out there!
Sorry that it might sound weird. Because I created this sentence myself.
It was meant to be in chinese but my computer doesn't allow me to type it out.
Okay, so yes, I got into multi :D Neutral feeling.
Happyyy and Dissapointed at the same time. Its just an undescribable feeling.
Weird huh ... But still, YAYY!
That means I'll probably get to learn some photoshop skills from seniors!
NJRC's grouping have been released also ...
Seniors are nice ;D I hope we can work well and jiiayous together for the coming months!
Lastly, the main point of this blogpost, something interesting happened :D
That is, I'm in loveeeeeee with Shuan Smith of Britain's Got Talent!
And not to forget my all-time-favourites, George Sampsons! WHEEEE!
Shaun Smith has super amazing vocals with his own style and personality ..
George Sampsons has amazing dance skills and a charming smileeeee.
Its a wonder how God gave each of us our uniqueness.
Just like how Shuan Smith and George Sampsons is.
They developed their talents and showed the world that they have what it takes. ;D
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED :D

[ important: all said above is based personally, no form of offence. ]

George Sampsons in BGT 2007. He didn't make it through to the finals though. :(

George Sampsons in BGT 2008. Now that's what's called ATTITUDE. Not giving up.

And finally, George Sampson's winning performance in BGT 2008! :D

Sorry, I'm not showing favouritsm.
Just that there's something horribly wrong with my computer.
I can't upload any videos on Shaun Smith and all my windows just keep closing.
So , till then, buhbyeeeees :D I'll definitely try to upload on Shuan Smith!
BGT 2009 finals are tonight I think, so jiiayous! All the best!

Current Mood: Speechlessly Excited And Extremly Irritated With My Computer .___.

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2009-05-22T19:05:00.001-07:00

Realised that I haven't been blogging for quite some time!
Life has been rather busy and tiring for the previous weeks.
Results for mid-years have been released ..
And I must say that I really really don't deserve to be in RV.
My grades are horrible and I got no idea how I managed to get into 1B ..
Except for chinese I guess, which I didn't dissappoint myself.
Ok, so many many things have happened and I really don't know where to start from ..
Oh yes, we will be seperated into our divisions soon :(
Kind of sad cause the year ones may not get to be as close as we are now.
But I believe that it will be the start of a new experience,
And I'm really excited about NJRC! After having heard abt it from our seniors (:
Nothing much to blog abt, although a lot has happened ..
Haha, so I'll probably blog again when something worth blogging abt happens ...
Here's some photos taken at East Coast Park ..
Its weird how I'm sort of attracted to taking photos,
Especially of the common sights that I see around me ..

RVCC! :)

See how far the balloon is from the person? :D

A kite high up in the sky ...
" One Step At A time.
Its like learning how to fly or falling in love. "

" Love doesn't walk away, people do. "

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2009-05-09T03:49:00.000-07:00

Loveeee the photo above!

Just some photos taken at VIVO on friday after geog paper (:

Credits of lovely hands go to: Meeee! Hui Wen! Xin Ru! Julia!

Haha, just a very very short post as nothing much happend this week execpt for MUGGING.

Forget the fact that a dog touched my leg and now I'm terrified horrified of animals :(

And friday was a really fun day after school! Sacking at VIVO!

How relaxed can that get after one week of exams? :D

Oh yup, for the main focus this blog post .. [ tadaa! ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYINN!! ( 8th May )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERMING!! ( 10th May )

WHEEE! WHEE! WHEEEEEEE!
The birthdays of two super duper niceee lovely seniors of RVCC!

Met both of them during RVCC interview :D

Seniors, must jiiayous for mid-years and everything! GPA 4.0!

I belive both of you can do it cause both of you rock! Smileeeee (:

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU YINN & SERMING once again! Loveeeeeeees♥

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2009-05-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

JIIAYOUS
the biggest, most colourful jiiayous dedicated to all of you.
look after yoursleves and please please please don't fall sick.
midyearexams will be over in no time.
remember, its already MAY 2009.
cherish everyday, cause it'll never come back.

RV'IANS.

32BARBARIANS.

RVCC JUNIORS.

RVCC SENIORS.

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2009-04-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

30th April,the last day of the month, today.
Unexpectedly, it turned out to be the -saddest- day of my sec life.
I cried two times in school. Freak right?
First, cause Mr Chua only told us that it was his last day teaching us at the end of the lesson.
I was like, " Mr Chua, why didn't you tell us at the beginning of the lesson??"
Come to think of it, it was so touching when he came in for awhile and said,
" Wow 1B, you all are so obedient today!"
I remember clearly all the times that we were -unenthu- and Mr Chua asked us why ...
All we always said was Monday Blues, Tuesday Blues, Wednesday Blues,Thursday Blues ..
He never once scolded us in the 3 months that he teached us.
Instead, he laughed at our jokes, bought tibits for us and taught us a lot a lot a lot ..
We were often not listening and I was often day-dreaming, or sometimes doing other hw.
Sorry Mr Chua, really sorry.
Why do I have to learn to cherish what I have after everything's over?
Why can't I turn back time and make all the memories I have a happy one?
The first time Mr Chua came in, he was sort of nervous and kept referring to his paper ...
He told us that he was going to teach us for 12 weeks,
I was like ohmygosh. 12 weeks?
But now, its all over. Really , and its too late to regret all the wrongdoings I've done.
To all out there, CHERISH every second of your life, with all the people around you.
Mr Chua, thanks for all that you've given us!
The mechanical pencil is cool! (:
You must jiiayous in NIE and you'll be back in RV as a professional teacher in 2 months time!
Okay, now back to the second reason it was a sad day today.
It was the last lesson of the physics module.
Not because of physics, but because it was the last lesson with Miss Ling.
Miss Ling, 1B will definitely miss you!
You're one of the best teacher we've ever had ...
And you have always been concerned about us ...
I'll definitely miss you asking us,

" Do you all find physics tough? "
" 1B, you all look very tired today ... "
" 1B, are you all very stressed? "
" 1B, you all are a very nice class ... "

She've told us these many many times ...
Miss Ling, you're really a very good teacher!
Sorry that I'm going to fail my physics MYE ..
Its not that you don't teach well, its just that I don't learn well.
So, here's a little cheer ...

Three cheers for Miss Ling and Mr Chua!
clapclapclapclapclap!
Three cheers for Miss Ling and Mr Chua!
clapclapclapclapclap!
Three cheers for Miss Ling and Mr Chua!
clapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclap!
{ Screammmmmmmmms! }

But on the happier note, it was much much better after school ...
Hui Wen and me went for lunch after school, expensive lunch. Haha (:

Does this remind you of something? ( hint: think of the beach )
Yup, I know, I'm sick ...
The 'two balls' are actually fried ice cream and the pink stuff is melted strawbery ice-cream (:
After that, Hui Wen came to my house beause we live very near each other ..
Hey, we are good girls kays? Heheh, study for MYEs, although I'm so dead for it.
However, all the time is Hui Wen teaching me physics.
She's damm pro okays? She remember's everything!
Hui Wen, you rock! Thanks for teaching me! I finally understand that concept (:
So we studied, studied, studied ...
Of course not forgetting all the times we stopped to talk talk talk ..
We went to play piano after that, for one hour!
Hui Wen, you're damm pro , once again (: Tyty for teaching me the new songs!
ILOVEYOU! Muaccks~!
Oh yup, MYE's are coming ...
1Barbarians, jiiayous jiiayous jiiayous!
We can do it, and we will!

( Excluding me, obviously .. )

Here's the masterpieces by the one and only ... BEATRICE, another of my loveee! (:

Sorry that this pic is tilted, I got no idea why its like that ..

RVCC!

And yes, happy birthday jing ting, jun kang and zhi jie! (:

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2009-04-24T01:26:00.001-07:00

Nice game 1J, but a NICER game 1B! (:
We fought hard, played hard.
We've proved that we aren't the lousy group of people who gets trashed.
We didn't give up, although we started off 2-6 and was supposed to have obviously lost :(
We played even harder.
The class spirit was obviously shown today..
With 1Barbarians ( guys and girls ) cheering for us.
I heard the screams, shouts and cheers.
It was loud, real loud, when we scored a goal.
But it was EVEN louder when we scored the goal which made the game even.
At least I know I shouted the loudest for that goal. That superb goal was done by qian2! (:
Although the supposedly "results" were officially out, we did not bother about that.
Or maybe I should say we bothered, but we knew the real and honest results in our hearts.
Although we were said to have "lost", as a matter of fact, we didn't. The score was even.
Maybe it sounds like nothing great, but it is something to me.
We were expected, by everybody, to lose, or I should say to get trashed.
We're proud that we've proved to ourselves that we can do it. We've proved it to everybody.
Even the guys praised us and said GOOD GAME.
Muahahahahahahahahha, although we were just ONE point away ...
From getting our mac donald's from our dearest HRC,
And not to forget our abalone from Yew Kong.
I believe both of you must have said a long " phew ... ... lucky lucky " in your hearts.
But still, overall, great game 1J and jiiay0ux for your following matches!
1B, jiiay0ux jiiayoux for any following matches!
We can do it, and we will! Lovelovelove 1B! 1B rocks! Haha (:

Here's a few inspirational passages ( not really sure how to put it ),
To sort of cheer you up if you're down! Okay, here it goes...

I Can Do Anything
I can do anything I set my mind to.
I can make dreams happen by the things that I do.
Thinking positively no matter what, today and everyday.
For it's all in how I look at thing and what's put into play.
I can do anything in this journey called Life.
Laugh, Live, Celebrate ...
Soar to new heights.
For the world seems a better place when I seize each new day.
And as I journey, I'll remember:
Happiness comes most to those who give it away.
So I'll look forward to each adventure and listen to my heart,
Follow my goals and do my part.
Taking joy in today for it's mine to explore;
For I can do anything,
When I let my dreams soar.

For Today
For today, I will embrace life.
For today, I will make the best of my circumstances.
For today, I will celebrate the joy of simple things.
For today, I will learn something new.
For today, I will be a better person.
For today, I will reach out to someone in need.
For today, I will be thankful
For today, I will dream with my eyes open.
For today, I will laugh.
For today, I will encourage a friend.
For today, I will use my imagination.
For today, I will relax.
For today, I will listen.
For today, I will take time ...

Think Positive!
Say to yourself every morning:
Today is going to be a great day!
I can handle more than I think I can!
By worry about them,
Things would not get better anyway!
I can be satisfied so long as
I TRY MY BEST.

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2009-04-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS RVCC SENIORS! (: (: (:
Today was free cone day, and WOW, to the amount of people at VIVO.
Muahahaha, finally got my ice-cream after a 1 hour plus wait in the queue.
Plus guess who I saw there? RVCC Seniors, Edwin and Terrence!
MYE's are coming and yes, I'm ______ , if you get what I mean.
Science, Maths, History, Geography and Lang Arts.
Or should I round it off as everything to put it short?
I'm screwed. Yes, screwed.
Just when everything was going right again, somethings have to go wrong.
CCA has stopped till MYE's are over :(

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2009-04-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

A BIG BIG 加油's TO RVCC SENIORS!
TEAM SINGAPORE EXTERNAL FUSION!

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2009-04-13T05:12:00.001-07:00

A billion loves,hugs,kisses and thanks for the b'day songs,hug, sweet and present today ")

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2009-04-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY SASHA!
Happy Birthday To Meee!
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ..
I'm suched a loved girl today! smiles (:
My birthday started at 11.59pm.
I received the first b'day msg from HUIWEN!
Awwwwwws. That was the first official happy b'day I received!
Thank you HUIWEN for everything, and the present of course!

ILOVEYOU! MUACCCKKKS (:

In the afternoon, went out with my family to Sakura.
I ate and ate and ate and ate, like a glutton.
And guess what? I was over-bloated and felt just terrible.
Haha, came home and slept on my lovely bed for 3 hours.
Lastly, I got a million and one people to thank and love.
Okay, fine. I'm talking crap. But still ...
A million loves to those who wished me happy birthday!

HUIWEN! LUMJIA! XINRU! QINYU! MINYING! YINJIA!

AGNES! ANNABELLE! YIJIA! JIA YAN! DENISE! BEATRICE!

YANRU! MYET! JULIA! ZIJIN! SOEKHUI! XUETING! MAXINE!

JACQUELINE! CHENJIALING! RUOCHENG! RAPHAEL! RAINA !

HILLARY! JOANNE! CHRISTABEL! DADDY! MUMMY! ISABEL! SHANNON!

I hope I didn't miss out anyone ... Please tell me if I have ..
I'm getting older and my brain is not functioning very well ..
Haha, really, ILOVEYOU, every single one of you, in no order!
Its not the presents that count, but the love behind every happy b'day (:
Thanks for making this birthday a memorable one.

Oh oh yup! I'm so honoured!! My name appeared in ..

Lum Jia's blog! Hui Wen's blog! And Xin Ru's PM! Awwws, so sweet!

Can't wait for CIP tomorrow! (:

Drawn by one and only DENISE! ILOVEYOU! (:

Happy Birthday Sasha! (:

Stitch + Piglet = Irresistable

Buttocks of Stitch. SMILE!

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2009-04-06T04:38:00.001-07:00

Somebody, help me please.
I've lost all my motivation.
I'm trying real hard.
But its not working.
I'm tired.
Really.

Its really hard.
Esp when nobody appreciates you.
They never know the hard work you're put in.
Everything you've done is taken for granted.
Nobody knows what you're thinking abt.
Nobody trys to understand what exactly you want.
They never know when their actions affect others.
How deep they've hurt someone unknowingly.
Sometimes, I wonder.
Am I really worthy to exist in this world?
It really seems at times that I dont deserve to be here.
Nobody will even care if I'm gone.

After one big round, I'm back to where I started.
I'm back to a world of my own.
I know what I want.
I know what I am.
I~~love~~myself.

ILOVECIP (:

Nah, wrong.

ILOVETHECHILDREN (:

♥JAVIER!

- Javier's really small, as in small, yes.

He's only up till a little above my knee

But he's really adorable and his hands are tiny!

Oh yes, HuiWen loves you Javier! (:

I love both of you too. <3

♥GABREYL!

- Okay ... He's really really really adorable, believe me.

I brought him to the playground, he told me to sit with him.

And I told him I was too heavy, haha, he looked at me blankly.

After he played for awhile, I asked him whether it was fun anot.

Guess what he told me? " 我很 sian! " (:

I was like okayy ... Can you imagine a two-year old saying that?

♥DARREN!

- Darren! I love holding your hand! Haha ...

muacksmuacks. okay. i'm so random.

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2009-04-01T07:55:00.001-07:00

A random picture I found which I simply love (:

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2009-03-27T05:07:00.000-07:00

ILOVERVCC! (: Seriously, I'm starting to.
Just came back from CCA and multi was like really fun today.
We were supposed to spend the first 45 mins completing our fliming,
but we spent abt 10 mins and we were all done.
So what was left to do? Some relaxation plus some talking.
And after that, we showed the others and our seniors the video.
Haha, KP said that our video was unique with all the "goods".
Yeahh! Threecheersfor hilary,shan ju,edwin and me!
Haha, really hope the video will turn out nice (:
After that we had our breaks and came back.
I thought we were going to learn editing but ...
We did reflections! As in not the writing type but the talking type.
We sat in a circle and then shared on what we have learnt for the past 5 weeks.
It was really fun and I laughed a lot, like really.
Oh yup, " Happy Birthday Terrence and Raphael! "
Hope you all enjoyed yr b'dae song either from RVCC or from 1Barbarians! (:
Must jiiay0ux in RV alrights! Gambatte!
Our seniors were really nice also ...
Its like, they spend so much effort in preparing the lessons for us.
They can like not do anything and just dump us in RVCC, but they chose not to.
And I can really imagine how difficult it is to teach us, espacially me, for ROBO and Multi.
I'm like really stupid and don't understand abt a lot.
So I would honestly sincerly thank all our seniors (:
Ok, yup, as for school ...
I'm so very proud of myself for having survived another week.
Life in RV [ ..... ] , but we got to live through it.
Somebody told me that. (: Its privacy and I won't tell who , to prevent any tell-tales.
Thank you so much! This really inspired me for the whole week! ILOVEYOU!
I've changed my seats and I was really like ... [ no words to describe ]
I hated my new seat but I'm ok now (:
Its like easier to pay attention in class and I can't sleep or do any other hw.
So its like a blessing in disguise?
And yes, I have math remedial and I'm the bottom 3 in class for math.
And I probably flunked my HTML test horribly.
But, nothing is impossible. I will just have to try my best to work harder.

We had the scholar leaders talk this week and of course, needless to say, champs lesson.

And there was one sentence that inspired me quite a bit.Attitude determines Altitude. Everythings about our 态度.
I ~~can~~ will do it.

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2009-03-13T19:30:00.000-07:00

I'm back,finally,yes! (:
Firstly, Happy Birthday Julia,Qian Qian and Yu Cong!
Yeahh, I know I'm either wishing you late or early ..
But still, I hope you've enjoyed or will enjoy yr b'dae ..
And yup, Congrats to RVNB! For winning champions ..
Next, my results for term 1 are out already ..
Its not so good but nothing can be done so I just got to work harder..
Okay, I guess I got to sound happier! (:
Its the holidays! Or I should say School Break?
Homework's piled up and I can't find a way how I'm going to finish them..
Including reading the whole book " Xi You Ji " and doing assignments ..
But still , I'm trying to enjoy the break by sleeping late. Haha, typical pig.
Oh yup, I found a sort of quote from a song ( Fort Minor-Remember the name )..
" It's just 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% concentrated power of will,5%pleasure and 50%pain."
I find it really really meaningful, plus don't you think it applies in a lot that we do?
Okkehs, yup, maybe it does only from my point of view ..
Hmmm .. Oh yes, I baked cookies yesterday, all by myself!
Threecheersforme! Haha ..

Finally, my one and only cookies!!
Yes, finally, done all my myself!
The cookies tasted ok-ok, like a cake actually..
Haha, very very soft..
Personally, I prefer the hard cookies better ..
So my next goal, get my hands on my mummy's recipes! (:
Haha, hope I'll be able to do them later this week!
Oh yes, before I end off this post, I've got to do a quizz from Lum Jia ..
So here it goes ..

1)Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Hmmm.. Cheeks? =_=''' { Blushhhs }

2)How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-Lerthagic, Sleepy. Yawns

3)Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Not very sure .. But I think its with 1B-arbarians? (:

4)Would you considered to be spoiled?
-It depends? Maybe? I think so ..

5)Would you ever donate blood?
-Yup, if I'm medically fit to do so. Donating blood can save lives..

6)Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
-Yup. My daddy's an example.

7)Do you want someone dead?
-Nope, absoultely not. Everyone has a purpose to be here.

8)What does your last text message says?
- Muahaha, that's privacy.

9)What are you thinking of right now?
- I'm not very sure .. Thinking abt .. I'm really not sure ..

10) Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yess.

11)What time did you go to sleep last night?
- Around 9.50pm I think ..

12)Where did you bought the T-shirt you're wearing now?
- Haha, I don't know ..

13)Anybody in your mind right now?
- Yep (:

14)Who was the last person who texted you?
- Muahahaha, that's privacy once again.

15) Tag 10 people to do this quiz: ( in no order .. )
-1. Minying
-2. Agnes
-3. Yin Jia
-4. Hui Hao
-5. QinYu
-6. Raina
-7. Hui Wen
-8. Si Xuan
-9. Myet
-10.Qian Qian

( Its optional to do the quizz actually .. I just filled up the names to ans the qns below .. )

16)Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
-Hmmm .. I'm not sure.. Haha, privacy? (:

17)Number 3 is a female or male?
- Female!

18)If number 7 and number10 get together, will it be a good thing?
- Nope! They are too chiio to get together! Haha, I think they prefer prince charmings!

19)What is number1 studying about?
- Hmmm .. Music? Arts? She's in SOTA! My multi-talented jiejiex! <3>

20)Number 4 is single?
-NahnahnahNope! She's got prince charming .. and me! Haha

21)Anything impressive number5 has done for you
-Yepppppp

22)If number3 and number6 get together, what do you think will happen
-Hmmm .. Lesbians? Don't worry .. They'll never be ..

23)Describe number9.
-A really really sporty and sunshine girl!

24)What will you do if number6 and number7 fight
-Nothing. Cause they will never fight. Simple?

25)Do you like number8?
-Nope! Cause I LOVE HER! Haha!

Yes, finally done!! (:

Oh yup, I would like to say ..

" ILOVEYOU!" to all those who have encourage me ..

Hmmm .. I think that includes ..

Xin Ru,Minying,Beatrice,Jacq,Agnes,Hui Hao,Qin Yu,Lum Jia,Raina,Denise and Hui Wen!

Thanks so muchhh .. Muackkks.

ILOVEYOU.

3 Words.

8 Letters.

1 Meaning.

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2009-03-07T01:12:00.000-08:00

Humans are just like typical machines.

We have the right to break down at times.

Reality is cruel. Really really curel.

Nothing seems to be going right.

Nobody seems to be happy.
We just seem to be like robots.

Functioning everyday without a purpose.

Listening to commands from others.

Smiles, are just a mask of reality.

People around us aren't who they really are.

Trying to help others when I'm none any better.

Sometimes, I really hate myself for who I am.

I don't understand myself.

I can't change myself.

I try to love myself.

But its difficult.

So difficult.

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2009-02-28T22:00:00.000-08:00

Heyyyy! (: Sorry for not posting for a week.
And yes, as you might have guessed, its been the same for the past whole week.
Tests, Assignments,Oral Presentations and Homework.
I screwed up all my tests, seriously.
I'm so proud of myself yeah. For Failing? (: Yesshh.
Its back to a Sunday again, un-prepared for another week of sch.
I simply don't understand Math. And as for a fact, I am going to get 1/25.
Pathetic? I guess so ...
There's really nothing interesting to blog actually .. Its just sch everyday.
Oh yup! " Happy Birthday Xin Ru! "
Haha, 13 years old already! I hope you enjoyed the b'dae song from 1B!
Hmmmm .. Oh yes !
I love you guys a lot .. >>> those who encouraged me on my tagboard! <3>

Thanks so muchh ..

Okkay .. this is a really short post.

I hope all of you guys are getting well and good in sch. (:

If you have any problems, just talk to me ok?

I'll tell you a secret. ( some sort of, if it helps)

Cry it all out,have a good long sleep and try to forget everything once you are awake.

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2009-02-20T03:54:00.000-08:00

I honestly freakingly don't know what on earth is happening to me.

Mood Swings.

Everyday, I just go to school, putting my head on the table, sleeping.

Tests, Oral Presentations and Homework is killing me. Pratically killing.

When can it ever stop?

Week-ends.

Call it the week-ends when you have a pile of hw and tests to study for.

Is it just so tough to be an RV'ian?

Yes, sometimes I wonder ..

Would I be better off in another school?

And yup, I forgot to say something. I'm going to fail all my tests. Seriously.

I'm just so stupid.

Tests are still coming up. Guess what? Sometimes, I just don't care anymore ..

Heyy ppl!

Sorry if I haven't been paying attention to what you are saying or just staring into space.

I'm tired. Really really tired. Is there a medicine that will put me to sleep ?

1B, girls, (QianQian, Denise,SeokHui,XinRu,ZiJin,Jacq etc.),thanks for shouting a big big " hi " when you see me ..

I really appreciate it alot. It puts a smile on my face (: 我爱你们！( huggs ) Haha ..

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2009-02-11T03:46:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyyy Ppl! (:
1B ahhhhh 1B, i love you all lots!
PSL's too! PSS!
We had Peer Support Session ( PSS ) yesterday ..
I love PHOEBE & DOREEN, loads! [ hugggggs! ]
Muahahaha, i love ALL PSL's A LOT but both of them esp ..
Phoebe remembers my name!
Doreen talks to us and waves goodbyes!
It was like so fun yesterday ..
We played triple whacko as a class ..
But it was so very different from orientation.
We were like much more enthu b'cause we knew all of our names ..
1B was like crazy, shouting here and there ..
Thanks for all the time and effort you've put in us, PSL's of 1B!
Once again, you all rawks big time! [ huggggg! muacks! ]
Oh yup, schools getting better these few days!
I try to think positive everyday and just try to SMILE! (:

不要抛弃这个世界，否则世界将抛弃你。
Never give up on this world, if not the world will give up on you.

Inspirational huh? Haha .. it motivates me alot ..
I'm trying my best to accept what's of me ..
What I cannot change .. (:
All the tests are coming up .. Hmm .. starting from nxt week?
Study,study,study,study. Please ask me to study harder. Force me to.
Kayykayys, enough abt studying, such a boring topic ..
I got into info-comm club! Yeaaah! My beloved computer!
Muahahaha .. but its going to be stressed I guess ..
Seniors said that we will have many competitions and its going to be very tough..
But anyways, jiiay0ux to me! Yesyesyes, I know, I'm thick-skinned.
Today was like so crazy in sch! Muahahahhahahaha (:
Denise! The so damm sick chiio chiio chiio chiio bu of 1B!
She was like so " Zi High " at first .. Dancing the buttock dance ..
Then nobody follow her .. Haha (:
After that she ask all of us to dance with her but nobody dance ..
After awhile, Qianqian dance with her .. Wahseh .. so fun ..
They taught me how to dance ..
FUNNNNN luhh! We dance like siao like that in the classroom ..
Denise and her dance rawks!
Muahahahaha .. the butt dance! We hit each other butt's .. Sick? (:

旁边，旁边，旁边，前面，后面
旁边，前面，旁边，后面
旁边，前面，后面

After sch, we danced at the corridoor ..
Yin Jia said we crazy .. Haha, she walked away and said she don't know us ..
Haha, 1B-arbarians! (:
Oh yup! Happy Valentines Day to all!
Awwww .. Prince Charmings .. (:
[ Shhhhhh ... must find shuaii ones kkays? ]

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♥ Sasha

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2009-02-06T05:28:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 44

1B-arbarians o'9! Conquerors of the World.
Our first class photo together, as a class!
Hmmm .. It was taken during orientation [:
That's our PSL's in blue ..
Doreen, Esther, PeiHao,ChingWei,Alicia and Phoebe!
( not forgeting one more, Darren! )
Muahahaha .. That's us, the lovely class of 32 forever.
This week, nothing much happened actually ..
Homework, homework and more homework. As usual.
Oh yup! CCA's results are going to be released tomorrow ..
Nervous -_-"' Haha, but I guess its all fated.
All the best to all year one rv'ians!
Hope we're all get into the CCA's we like! [:
Jiiay0ux!

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2009-02-01T02:20:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 43

Happy Chinese 牛 Year! [:

新年快乐！
万事如意！
身体健康！
财运滚滚！
学业进步！
牛转乾坤！

I guess the holidays moods are over by now ..
So its back to school, again.
Yup, school ...
Getting really really tired with all the homework ..
It's just never ending ..
Just have to spend 4.00pm to 8.00pm getting it all done.
And I just freakingly can't concentrate in class.
I just stare out of the classroom , day-dreaming.
Hmmm .. Math is really going very fast.
I can't really keep up with the other barbarians..
Yes, I know I'm stupid.
Other subjects are abt the same actually.
Science and Geography are getting on my nerves as I can't remember anything.
Don't get me wrong .. Its not abt the teachers but abt me ..
History lessons are fun with all the football stuff ..
But still it doesn't cancel the fact that I'm having a hard time remembering all the stuffs.
Chinese is piled up with oral presentations and hw.
Lang. Arts full of the dictionary stuff and guess what? I still know nothing.
All the tests are coming up.
I'm going to fail. Terribly.
Plus the devil-ish headache just came back, again.
Now its on the left side of the brain and it hurts, a lot.
The doctor said it may be mygrain [ pardon me for the wrong spelling ].
No coffee. No green tea. No soft drinks. No chocolates.
Okehs .. I guess you must be getting irritated by me now ..
Yup, I know I'm spoilt .. So just let me leave my rants and yellings here ..
Bear with me .. I'm sorry for being such a spoilt child.
Anyways, on the brighter side!
1B's really getting bonded as a class now ..
Jiiay0ux 1B! [:
Oh yup!
" Happy Birthday Yin Jia! "
Heyyheyy, you're in this blog post! Haha ..
Yin Jia, going to be one year older already ( on yr actual birthday ) ..
Hmm .. Must grow even healthier,prettier and wealthier everyday!
Let me give you a hugg here! { Hugggggggg } { Muackks! } Haha ..
And oh yes, before I forget.
Stitch is getting really popular!
I see many many stitch-es in mini toons now ..
I'm getting really crazy over stitch.
Haha, crazy stitch-lover. [:

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2009-01-24T05:18:00.000-08:00

Back! [:
Yesterday was half-day in RV, chinese new year celebrations ..
There was chinese caligraphy .. I found out how stupid I was.
Haha, my chinese words are like shit. Really (:
After school, went back to the one and only PEPS!
Iloveyou PEPS! saw all my pri. sch friends back there ..
So damm happy! Went into PEPS, saw our pri. sch teachers!
Mrs Choy, My Choy, Mr Yeo, Miss Wang, Mrs A, Mdm Gui blahblah ..
I saw my bubble tea! Yumyumm! Did u miss me, bubble tea? [:
It was the P1 recess then .. The P1's are so cuttttee!
I love them ok? Esp. the boys! Cuuttteee!
After that, the rest went to visit their P3 chinese teacher ..
So JiaYan and me left the group .. Went to tour the sch ..
It so nice now! Haha, we leave then they renovate! Sobz ..
Walk walk walk. Walk walk walk. Walk walk walk.
Saw our classrooms! All the memories!
And the best best place in the whole sch! The art gallery!
I miss the art gallery, a lot. ]:
Wanted to do our hw there but got table tennis so cannot ..
So we were nomats and travelled to the canteen ..
Very noisy at first but quiet after the P2's recess ..
We did our homework there ..
" Guaii Kia rights? " Haha, don't get cheated by us! Or maybe .. Me!
I had geography hw, Jia Yan help me then I help her with Maths ..
Muahahahahaha, we talk talk talk, laugh laugh laugh ..
Funnn! Keep laughing ..
And then ... I finish! Haha, I finish all my hw!
I chiiong the past few days so I finished all of them!
My dearr Jia Yan still had a lot ..
She do homework, I play my car racing ..
Yup, I know I'm horrible ..
Then blahblahblah ..
This morning, woke up at 6.40 am ..
Jia Yan's daddy came to pick me up ..
We were going to run.
Why? Because I'm short and fat.
We went to Bukit Batok Nature Reserve ..
Haha, we ran for 10 minutes non-stop!
Then breakk! [: Walk a while, then run again ..
After awhile, cannot take it already ..
Start walking .. Talk talk talk ..
Talk abt a lot of things ..
Thanks Jia Yan! I love you! Haha ..
She encouraged me alot ..
Yup, I was so happy after she talked to me ..
We laughed and laughed ..
And oh yup! You know what motivates us to run?
... ... DOGS!
Haha, when we see a dog, both of us will scream and runn ..
We saw many dogs .. So scream and shout a lot ..
There was one time I pat her on the shoulder and said, " Jia Yan! Dog!"
Then a lady ran past her and accidentally hit her shoulders ..
Ha, then she scream I also scream and push her, and we ran like " siao " women ..
It was damm fun luh! She's so good! Talk to me a lot abt a lot of things ..
We're going to run every week-end .. Can't wait! [:
After that came home and blahblah again ..
I'm in love with stitch alrights! I love stitch! A lot a lot a lot!
Its just so cute! I bought a small stitch stuff toy in Taiwan ..
And now stitch has migrated to Singapore!
Haha, u know who's stitch? Stitch as in the stitch in Lilo and Stitch [:
My mum said that she's going to buy me the stitch head wallet from mini toons ..
And I'm allowed to buy another stitch stuff toy if I can save my money ..
I can't wait! I want my stitch! Haha, stitch , I'm coming!
There's so many many stitch stuff toys in mini toons! I want them all!

I want to hugg a big big stitch stuff toy!
Haha, ILOVEYOU STITCH! [: You're the best!

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2009-01-21T05:07:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 41

Back to blogging! Finally! Sorry for not posting for such a long long while ..
Hmmm .. Currently in the ... is it the third week of school?
Whhooossshh! Time flies isn't it? Haa's.
Ok, back to first week of sch, sec 1 orientation.
Firstly, three cheers for the lovely PSL's. ok, here we go ..
Three cheers for PSL's.
-clapclapclap.
Three cheers for PSL's.
-clapclapclap.
Three cheers for PSL's.
-claclapclap.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! PSL!
There's esther,phoebe,doreen,alicia,chingwei,peihao,darren ..
Hmmm .. did i miss anyone out? Hope not ..
Anyway, seriously, they rock! All of them! Every single one! [:
" All of u rock, the biggest! ILOVEYOU! Haha .. "
Without them, we won't be the 1B-arbarians we are now!
Without them, we won't be the barbaric ones of 1B-arbarians!
They're the head barbarians! The chief! Haha, JK!
Oh yes, sorry for dissappointing all of u for the first few days..
Orientation was fun! Really! All thanks to you all!
And yup, 1B was getting closer and closer day and day ..
Now, we're some how or another bonded!
The barbaric ones of 1B-arabians simply rocks! Haha..
We laugh together, as a class, the class of 1B.
And guess what? Our chairperson's the best two you can find!
Haha, made many many new friends ..
And they're really really .. hmmm .. cool? Haha .. adjective problem!
The " yo " disease is spreading. Really fast. Yoyoyoyoyo! [:
Hmmm .. School Life has started ..
I must say, RV's kind of .. really .. stressful.
Homework.Homework. And more Homework.
Some lessons are fun while others are .. kinda of boring that makes me feel sleepy..

Ha's. High-five qianqian! Yo! [:
Science and Lang Arts are espacially kinda boring.
Not abt the teachers .. Its abt the lessons ..
I just keep dozing off and waking up again ..
Geography teacher is nice, but I just can't pay attention to all the blahblah stuff.
History is kind of .... fun! Hold on .. cancel the memorising of facts part.
Fun as in the teacher seems kind of humorous.
He came into the class very cheerfully and like jumped around the class.
He's a Man-U or Chelsea fan and he simply loves football.
Can you imagine it? He wrote all the results of Man-U VS. Chelsea on the board ..
Which year, which day, which time .. All the way back from the 1990's .. Haha.
And he tells us abt who he thinks is " shuaii " and " not shuaii " like wu zun, lin jun jia and blah.
Hope he will continue like that and not blahblahblah all abt empires in history ...
Hmm .. Secondary sch life seems more .. should i say freedom-atic?
The teacher just comes in, teach, say " thank you class " and then they leave ..
And everyday there's presentations which are deemed scary to me ..
But, i guess all of us have to live through it for 6 years .. if i don't get kicked out ..
Haahaa .. Okehs .. That's abt all .. Three weeks shortened into 1 post ..
I'll try to post more often, maybe on weekends! [:
Oh yup, before I go ..
1B-arbarians & Barbaric PSL's rocks, BIG time! [:

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♥ Sasha

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2009-01-04T03:58:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 40

heyyheyyharlo! back with a new post [:
oh yup, before i continue, i've changed my hp number ..
so just let me know if u haven't received the msg.
ok, so there's the first day of school!
an official RV'ian in RV!
and yupyup, before i forget ..
thanks for asking how first day in sch was agnes and sixuan!
minying jiejie, ok, i'll update more! haha, guess i can't be so lazy [:
the first day in sch was ok-ok, good i guess!
but very very tired though, kept yawning ..
right from the beginning in the morning ..
luo xin yi waited for me at the bus-stop at RV ..
haha, she's so good! thank u so much xin yi!
we thought we were so early, 6.45 am, so happy happy stroll in ..
when we stepped into the literature theather,
waahhsehh, more than half full already ..
haha, so weird, everybody staring at you, very scary ..
said our byebyes and sat with our class ..
heart was " thump thump thump " ..
very nervous, anxious, scared and blahblahblah ..
my classmates like very unfriendly, all never talk.
i mean look like .. i must have looked very unfriendly too, haha..
after that we moved from the literature theather to the field ..
look across, a sea of whites! our seniors!
sec 2, sec 3 and sec 4 .. while our year 5 seniors will be back on the 12 ..
they welcome us, and then there's the national anthem ..
principal's speech .. so very very long ..
and my cousin said that was very very short already ..
i was like .. we stand there for abt half an hour to 45 mins already!!
in the open field with little stuff floating in the air!
went to our classrooms after that .. 1B!
randomly found a seat ..
and then a girl asked if she could seat beside me ..
of course! so happy .. at least got someone seat beside me ..
she's my first friend! her name's Xin Ru ..
we talk a lot! haha ..
and i can't believe it! we got the same PSLE score! haha ..
such a concidence!
she has 2 brothers while i have 2 sisters ..
she's chinese educated but i'm english educated ..
so when she speaks chinese, i will ask her to speak english ..
and when i speak english, she will ask me to speak chinese ..
haa's .. but she's very friendly!
we even exchanged msn and hp numbers on the first day [:
after that, the teacher introuduced herself, she's our chinese teacher!
very friendly! but my sis says she's very fierce ..
she told us that we could ask her 3 questions ( she speaks all in chinese )
silence. nobody dared to ask ..
she asked us to ask again .. haha, once again, silence ..
heex, she cannot do anything, so she self introduced ..
before she ended, she said, " i give u all another chance .. any question? "
silence.
" don't u all want to know whether i'm married or have a boyfriend? "
haha, so adorable right? she's so open-minded!
then a boy, the size like jiang rong tao, raised up his hand and asked ..
she replied, " nope! i'm not married! "
haha, we laughed together, as a class ..
ice- breakers after that ..
we had to seat in a circle and stand up one by one to self-introduce ..
cannot be like primary sch, shy shy, don't want to talk ..
in RV, the teacher just say, " self introuduce, one by one " ..
everybody has to talk, whether you want or don't want ..
too soft, the teacher makes u reapeat again and again, 5 to 6 times ..
so we talked and talked and talked ..
the peer support leaders came in to play games ..
blahblahblah .. recess time!
met jia yan, yin jia, maxine, xin yi, xin yin, yu ting, quek ying,kenji and elvan ..
so funn! recess was very long .. 45 mins .. chat and chat ..
after recess was CCA briefing ..
RV's boys choir rocks!
they are so cuttte! their voice are so nice and they even do actions!
for the song " kiss the girl " really very cutte!
and RV's boys dance is really really really nice too!
toured the school after the briefing ..
RV's really really big .. can't wait for the new sch! even bigger!
haa, the senior even told us where had ghosts!
and he got scolded by the aunty for scaring us [:
there was the peer support sesssion for the last one hour ..
made a few new friends, they're very friendly actually ..
we danced together in pairs, did cheers, played games ..
after sch, i met yin jia, jia yan, maxine, xin yi and yu ting for lunch ..
grilled fish! yumm yumm!
saw christabel! my cousin! sec 2 senior! haa haa ..
ran to her and squeezed her shoulders ..
she turned around, showed me her set of teeth ( smiled )
and said " heeeelllloooo! "
i was like so happy! she's a netballer, with all the other netballers ..
haha, then she pulled me and said she bring me to go and buy food ..
but i said i bought already .. haha .. :]
so very happy that i have a cousin and my sister in RV!
feel so protected!
that's abt all for the first day in school ..
rounded off as ..
fun and boring ..
exciting and tired ..
weird?
haahaa, that's how i feel ..
hoping for a greater week ahead!
to get bonded with 1B!

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-30T02:43:00.001-08:00

Diiary ♥ 39

back to blogging [:
sorry for not posting for such a long while .. lazy pig i am, yep, i know.
ok. rreewwiiinnnddd ..
" Merry X'mas And A Happy New Year "
hha! there's a slow retarded santa here ..
christmas was so very very damm fun.
heeex, christmas eve went to my cousin's house for family gathering ..
haha, played " charades " and a game which we had to ransack the house ..
started off with a clue and then the clue leads to another ..
each clue we must complete a task and take a picture as proof ..
so funn, we hugged in the photo, acting like penguins for the photo and blahblah ..
and there's the " charades "..
its the game where we have to act out what we see on the piece of paper ..
there's one person who's really funny and made all of us laugh like " siao "..
and tat is ... ... taa daa " james korkor "
( we call him that, he's married to eugenia jiejie )
ok .. let me explain .. the song he is supposed to act out is roughly ..
" I saw mummy kissing Santa "
ha's , guess what he acted out?
he point to eugenia jiejie and then use his hand as a knife and slash his neck ..
( i mean acting ) ..
haha, he saw kissing as killing ..
maybe its not really funny how i say it, but its really funny on the spot ..
after that was christmas presents exchange and then the count-down ..
" 5,4,3,2,1 " { Screams }
haha, my beloved cousins came hugging everybody ..
so touched! [:
christmas day, woke up , just another odinary day ..
presents from daddy and mummy!
got stitch, stitch and stitch!
hax, they know me so well ..
stitch soft toy, stitch cup, stitch keychain [:
as in the little stitch in lilo and stitch ..
went to pizza hut for dinner, yumyum!
and then there's blahblahblah happenings after christmas ...
minying jiejie's birthday bash was on Saturday ..
firstly , once again, " happy birthday minying! " [:
went to meet minying and yinjia first ..
then we started to fill up the water balloons at minying's house ..
wow! we burst so many balloons ..
the balloons pop out of the tap and the water splash on us ..
haven't even played and we were wet .. haha ..
played and eat and played and eat ..
funnnnnn! [:
then went home .. blahblah again these few days ..
oh yupyupyup, i'm officially an RV'ian ..
happy! going to spend next 6 years there, tat's if i don't get kicked out..
same sch as my sis and cousin ..
hhha, go look for them if i'm bullied .. jkjk!
ok .. went to watch twilight today with minying and agnes ..
omg! the movie's really nice!
ilovetwilght! i love edward! [:
he's shuaiii and nice to bella, haha ..
muahahahahahahahaha ..
can't wait for the second movie!
that's abt all for now .. [:

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-19T06:18:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 38

back from taiwan! (: ellos! sorry for not posting for a long long while ... taiwan was fun! very fun! but .. wait! push taiwan for later. let me post abt these two days first! (: okk .. rewind ... ... ... ...
18 December 2008 woke up at 8.30am, walk out of the bedroom, daddy told me: " You go RV .. " ( something like that, not exactly, cannot remember .. ) I asked how he know he said my mummy received the msg in the morning .. I was like .. Ok .. But very obviously can see my parents very dissappointed, even my grandparents .. They hope for me to go National Junior College b'cause not so stressful .. RV science very strong then my science like don't know what .. Anyways, after daddy tell me, i go back and lie on my bed, a little tiny bit dissapointed bcause NJC was my first choice, as in its like a new batch of Sec.1 next year so just try try .. Haha, but never get in .. A little sad then suddenly like light-bulb flicker in my head! I was suddenly so happy! Cause I'll be in the same sec school as my sister and my dearest cousin! Waahhh! Jump out of the bed, go out very excited .. But can see daddy dissappointed .. A lot of phone calls early in the morning! YinJia got into RV also! (: Same as me! After that immemdiately msg my cousin bcause she say must msg her .. then she reply : " YAY YAY YAY YAY YAYYYY (: COME RVNB (: " Awwww! So sweet! So happy receive her msg! After that very happy use the computer, mummy and daddy lock the room door .. ( thought i don't know ) Then i knocked on the door say I know they disscussing about me then they said that are.. I was like ok , anyway talk also no use, cannot get in means cannot get in, and i'm going to the same sch as many friends! But little did I know my mum called NJC and asked them how much is the aggregate to get in, they said 259 .. and my mum was shouting .. She was so happy, but not me .. Because I hit the score and if I add higher mother tongue , I can try to appeal .. The person told her to try, got chance .. But they didn't know how disappointed I was then .. All of them was so happy ... Haiizz .. I don't want to change sch any more .. They ask me to try, just try .. I tell them no hope ..My daddy said I'm always so un-optimistic ( as in just saying ) .. I should have more hope .. But they were as in asking me to try, but I said I don't want because i don't think i can keep up with the others there and i wont have any friends..My daddy tried to encourage me but eventually they still said that NJC is better, not so stressful, more suitable for me .. Yup, I know, maybe its a better environment where i belong to .. But, even if I say no, do I have a choice ..[ NJC is not as stressful as RV ] I'm like ... NJC is 259, RV is 254, how can RV be more stressful then NJC? ... anyway, there's nothing i can do .. so mummy went to appeal then blahblah .. oh yup! i'm not here to talk bad about my mum or dad! i know what they are doing is for my own good! (: so i'm just being a little childish here ... haha, ok, then went to school to collect the certificate .. After that was happy hours! Haha, Si Xuan went home to change then came to my house for me to change .. Thanks You SiXuan! Haha, so sweet! Then went to West Mall to meet Minying jiejie, Agnes Ah-ma, Yin Jia, Yu Qian, Sabrina (: Sakae Sushi! We sit like the last time, of course + Minying Jiejie! So happy that she came .. Haha, she join our table! She sit beside Si Xuan on one side, Me and Yin Jia on the other .. Then Agnes, Yu Qian and Sabrina sit another table .. Waaahh! We eat until so full! Yummy! 25 plates! Eaten by us! The four of us on one table ! Muhahahahaha! Mrs Choy came to say hi and talk for awhile (: .. So dedicated teacher! The best! Haha .. Went to the arcade after that .. then blahblahblah .. today went to RV .. see a lot of my sch mates there! So happy! Yin Jia & Jia Yan there! (: but all 10 of us ( those who i know ) all in different classes .. :( but its alright, still in same school .. haha, let me end here cause there's nothing much today .. yepyep! sorry for being so naggy! such a long post! :)

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-09T18:52:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 37

going to taiwan tomorrow ...
maybe posting another post at the airport ..
i'm going to miss all of you!
espacially minying jiejiex ... =)
you must take care worx!
will be off from 11 to 17 ..
tomorrow's flight is in the morning ..
so i'll say an early goodbye first!
i will miss all of you alot alot a lot ..
really, a lot ..
u all must takke care alrights?
hahas, got to pack my dearest luggage now ..
its in a mess ..
buuaaiiiixx!
iloveyou!

oh yupp,
amiera jiejiex!
i won't forget abt u de!
sowwie .. won't be able to tag you for the nxt 7 days ..
but here's the tagg in advance ..
tagged!tagged!tagged!tagged!tagged!tagged!tagged!
iloveyouloads! muacks!

agnes ah-ma, minying jiejiex,amiera jiejiex, athirah jiejiex,
raina jiejiex, qinyu jiejiex, shra jiejiex, yanling meimeix,
myet meimeix,jingyi meimeix, si xuan,sitong and yinjia ..
u all must look after yrself worx!
i'm going to miss every single one of you ..
iloveyou!iloveyou!iloveyou!iloveyou!iloveyou!iloveyou!iloveyou!

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 36

{ cough's }
i can't stand it anymore =(
my throat hurts terribly ...
jie's quite badly sick after she came back from beijing.
daddy's and my throat hurts.
mummy's having headaches.
and meix is currently okay ..
phew .. =_= at least she's okay ..
stayed at home for the past two days. entirely.
didn't even go out for lunch or dinner.
my mum,dad and younger sis went out though ..
they asked me along but i didn't want to go out ..
look after jiejiex .. haha's. so good girl right?
haha, just kidding ..
its just tat i can't leave my jiex alone at home ..
can't blame anyone tat the germs spread ..
what's more we sleep in the same room ..
but still, the feeling's terrible ..
wif the itchy throat that irritates me.
and my headache, came back these few days.
last time i had a headache for a week..
went to see the doctor, she said its nothing wrong ..
but it may have been mygrain because of the coffee i drank too much ..
and now, the devil-ish headache is back.
after watching tv and getting off the chair,
i got to hold on to the mirror cause its just pitch black in front of me.
just for a few seconds ..
it comes on and off , so , there's nothing i can do anyway..
hmmm .. shouldn't i be a little bit happier?
okay, now on the happy side =)
these two days at home, of course there's " happy hours" too!
daddy bought back a lot of hongkong shows from shanghai!
wahhhhh! the shows all very nice!
watching a show called, " fa zheng xian feng II "
its a hong kong tvb show, something like the english CSI ..
quite scary though, some of the cases ..
but how they solve the crimes is just so cool ..
and here's what one of them said .. ( i translate it into eng )
" people lie, but evidence don't "
extremly ture right? i mean real evidence though ..
so for the past 48 hours,
i've only been on the whole slping,eating,watching tv and using the computer.
quite dull. very boring. =(
but its going to be an exciting 2 weeks ahead! =)
muhahahahaha! i'm going on a holiday! can't wait!
i'm going to food paradise! ahhh! all my lovely food!
awww .. { mouth waters }
wait,wait, wait ... where am i going?
TAIWAN!
the food paradise!
oooops .. i seem to forget something ..
are you laughing now?
nope, i'm not going to grow fat with all tat food ..
i'm going to grow EVEN fatter after eating all those food ..
haha, i'm fat enough already, an exact typical pig!
i'm proud to be one!
pigs are cute! " pigs can fly ~~ "
ok, so i'm going on the 11th to the 17th ..
leaving on a thursday and returning on a .. hmmm ... wednesday?
yupp, should be ..
going to miss all of you a lot a lot a lot! =(
tat's about all .. but wait! before that ...
we're going out on monday!
minying,yinjia,agnes and me.
the fantastic four is off for our next mission and ..
our next destination is ... ...
SNOW CITY! (=
its waiting for us .. haha!
can't wait! { so excited! }

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 35

Quizz from jingyi meimeix (:

1. What is your full name ?
Sasha Ho Lin Yen (:
2. Do you like your first name ?
Yup, of course ...
3. How long have you liked the person you currently like ?
0 hours,0 minutes and a 0 seconds ...
4. Have you kissed anyone in the last 48hours ?
Yup, my dearest little pillow. (:
5. Did you cry today ?
Almost ..
6. What are you doing this morning at 8am ?
Sleeping.
7. What are you doing an hour ago ?
Reading my chinese love novel.
8. What are you currently doing ?
Posting my answers in this quiz ..
9. Who last texted you a msg ?
Yin Jia :)
10. Have you told anybody that you love them today ?
Yup, jingyi meimeix, in her blog .. (:
11. Do you miss anyone now ?
Yup, my beloved friends ..
12. Any plans for tomorrow ?
Not really ..
13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried ?
Having to leave my friends from PEPS .. { Sobz }
14. Is there anyone you want to be with now ?
Yupp, Minying Jiejie,Agnes Ah-ma and Yinjia .. (:
15. Have you kissed anyone who's name start with C ?
Let me think .. I don't think so ...
16. Name someone who make you smile today.
The guy from my chinese love novel .. Awww .. so sweet! (:
17. Name a friend whose name starts with Z.
ZiQi :)
18. Which of your friend stays closest to you ?
Hmm ... a lot of friends about the same distance ..
19. Do you prefer to call or to text ?
To text .. more connvinent + less money .. ha's.
20. Was yesterday better than today ?
I don't think so ... Tomorrow is always a better day .. (:
21. Can you live a day without a tv and your phone ?
Should be .. There's still my love novels and the computer ..
22. Are you mad about anything now ?
Yup, quite a few actually ..
23. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it ?
Yup, tat's a part of life.
24. Last person you visited in a hospital ?
My grandmother .. :(
25. When is your last and second last hug ?
A day after the PSLE results and a few days ago .. with my daddy .. (:
26. What does the last text msg in your inbox says ?
Shhh .. messages are confidential ..
27. How do you feel about your life now ?
Hmmm .. good? Awaiting for the future ..
28. Do you hate anyone now ?
I don't think so ..Mayb myself sometimes?
29. Last person you called ?
My mummy ..
30. Who usually send you the most texts in a month ?
Private info .. Haha.
31. Is your room messy now ?
Proud to say, yup! quite! ooops .. i don't think so .. its very!
32. Your shortest relationship ?
I don't know ..
33. Who do you look like ?
Myself! SASHA! (:
34. Tagged 10 people to do this survey.
1. Minying
2. Agnes
3. YinJia
4. Qinyu
5. Athirah
6. Amiera
7. YanLing
8. Myet
9. Raina
10. HuiHao

all the ppl i love. (:

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-12-03T22:12:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 34

ilovemyjiejie! ( real sister )
haha, she's so SWEET!
okay .. let me start right from the beginning ..
woke up at 5 a.m today ...
and took the taxi to the airport at 5.30 a.m { yawns }
my jiejie's coming back from beijing!
she went for 11 days, but it seems just like 1 day.
evil sister I am right? ha's, I know ..
when we reached the airport, mummy asked the driver ..
" Where must we wait for the taxi later? "
he replied, " Diary Farm "
ohh .. Diary Farm .. ok ..
we were early so we went to find where Diary Farm was ...
i was thinking .. Diary Farm in the airport?!?
and guess what?
diary farm = delifrance
haha, my mummy, meimei and me laugh like " siao " ..
then after tat saw my jiejie at the arrival hall with her friends ..
i wave at her, she smile at my meimei (:
from far far, i saw a pink stuff toy in the disney plastic bag ..
wahhh! my jiejie bought a staff toy!
i look closer ... its a PIGLET! (=
i was like .. so cuttteee! tat piglet's for me! izzit?
when my jiejie came out, i was so excited ..

" Jie, is this piglet mine? "

~" Shut up!"

" Jie, you buy for me is it?"

~" No!"

" Jie!"

~" Shut up!"

i continue asking while she starts to ignore me (=
haha, so cute! tat's my typical sister!
after that we went to burger king for my jie to eat ..
then she show us what she buy for everybody ..
except me .. my name's not in her list ..
i tok and tok and tok to her ..
on the way back, my meix ask jie if the piglet is for me ..
she said no, its for her friend ..
i ask if i can touch the piglet, she said no again ..
so sadd, dissapointed .. never talk through-out the journey .. =(
but when we reach home,
my jiejie gave me the piglet, PERSONALLY!
" Nah! " Then she passed me the piglet .. (=
i was SO TOUCHED! wahh , hug the piglet so tightly ..
awwwww .. she's so SWEET!
ILOVEYOU JIEJIE! (=

the piglet my jiejie bought for me .. (=

the cuttte disney bag ..

12 boxes of pickey pockey ..
12 different flavours ..
yumm! =P

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-03T02:54:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 33

Quizz from my dearest huihao aka. jess (:

1)Do you have secrets ?
Yupyup, of course. Secrets tat belong to me only.. muahahaha ..
2)What is the thing u desire most now?
My new handphone tat daddy's going to buy nxt month! (:
3)If the person you like is attached, what are you going to do?
Give up on him? If I like him, I would want him to find happiness ...
4) Is there anything that makes u extremely happy now ?
My PSLE results and awaiting for my future sec. sch (:
5)What makes you angry now ?
Hmmm ... nothing currently? My jiejie went to beijing so nobody scolds me .. Ha's. (:
6)How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I'm not sure ... Life is a road with many turns. We can never predict what's going to happen..
7)Currently who's the most important to you?
My Grandparents,Parents,Jiejie,Meimei,Family,GANS and friends. (:
8)What's the most imporatant thing in your life ?
Nothing. Any " object " ( thing ) cannot be compared to the ppl I love..
9)Which is more important to you ?
Definitely the ppl I love, nothing can be compared to them.
10)What are your favourite colours?
Black,White,Grey,Baby-blue,Pink,Rainbow
11) Would you give it all in a relationship?
Yup, 101% yes!
12) If you fall in love with 2 person, who would you choose ?
The person who truly loves me? If its both, then I rather give up on both instead of hurting either one...
13)Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible the thing that person did?
Nope, I don't think so ... It still depends on what he does..

The person who taqqed you this is:
HuiHao aka. Jess<3
Your relationship with her is ?
My bestie darlinq FRIEND since kindergarten (:
Five impressioins of her:
Kind,Sweet,Friendly,Pwettie,Cheerful (:
Most memorable thing she had donefor you?
A lot a lot ... Buy drinks, food and share wif me, let me copy corections and hw blahblah ..
Most memorable thing she had said to you?
Hmm .. I'm not sure .. She tell me alot of things ..
If she becomes your lover?
Impossible .. She's a girl okkays .. I'm not a les, I'm still waiting for my prince charming (:
If she become your lover, wad does she nid to improve?
Nothing. She will never be my lover .. ==
If she becomes your enemy ?
She won't! NEVER! (:
The most desire thing u wanna tell her ?
ILOVEYOU!! (:
Your overall impression with her?
200% good good good girl!
Your ideal person who u wanna be with ?
Shhhhhh .. Prince Charming! (:

5 to 6 people to do this quizz:
-Minying
-YinJia
-Agnes
-QinYu
-SiXuan
-Myet
-Raina
-YanLing

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 32

Quizz x2 from Minying jiejiex

First Quizz (:

list 11 people you love;
1. Minying ♥
2. Agnes ♥
3. Yin Jia ♥
4. Si Xuan (:
5. Myet (:
6. Qin Yu (:
7. Raina (:
8. Yan Ling (:
9. Shrabonti (:
10. Jing Yi (:
11. Hui Hao (:

1. Are 1 and 5 best friends?
I'm not sure if they are best friends .. But they are both my no.1 jiex and no.1 meix (:
2. Among 1 and 2, who do you like more?
None. I don't like them. I love them ..
3. Does 6 love to eat alot?
Yup! My jiejiex says she loves to eat!
4. What is 7's favourite colour?
Hold on .. let me ask .. blue,black and white.
5. 4 impressions about 1?
Caring,Sweet,Pretty,Cheerful =) the best girl you can find!
6. 11 is cute?
Nope! She's not cute! She's adorable! Cause cute means ugly but adorable! She's not ugly!
7. Is 9 single or attached?
Should be attached .. To mickey or superman .. (:
8. How do you think about 4?
Very very very sweet girl! The sweetest girl! My sweet-hart niece! iloveherloads!
9. Does 10 have any pets?
Yup, a dog..
10. Can you accept the fact when 2 is gone?
Nope. Never. She will never be gone, cause i will die for her.

Tag 5 people to do this question; ( i'm tagging those who haven't done b'fore .. )
1. Agnes
2. Myet
3. Si Xuan
4. Shrabonti
5. Yin Jia

Quizz No.2 =)

1. Do you have any secrets?
Yup, of course! Everybody has, isn't it?
2. How do you explain love?
Its sweet and sour at the same time. Full of up and downs.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Hmm .. Yes to the friends part and No to the studying part.Ha's..
4. What would you do with a million dollars?
Firstly, give some to all who have given me money b'fore. My parents,grandparents blahblah .. Then, realize my dream .. Go around the big big big world .. (:
5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?
Maybe, maybe not .. But if its in the boy-girl relationship kind of love, it HAS to be a boy ..
6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both .. Its just so blessed to be loved and to be able to love someone .. so sweet!
7. List out your current 10 favourite songs.
Hmmm .. tat's a lot .. blahblahblah .. too many favourites to list (:
8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Give up .. If i truly love him, i would like him to have happiness ..
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yup, of course ... Many things ...
10. List the artists you listen to.
Hmmm ... Lollipop, Guang Liang, Wilber Pan . Fan Wei Qi.. blahblah
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I'm not very sure .. Life is unpredictable .. Anything can happen ..
12. What is currently the most important thing to you?
Everyone around me to be healthy and happy .. Especially my grandparents .. Please let them stay with me forever ... And of course, my studies too (:
13. What is the kind of person you think who tagged you is?
She's the best person you can ever find in the world! My best jiejiex ever! Minying jiejiiex!
14. Would you rather have a rich but ugly husband or poor but handsome husband
Definitely the poor but handsome one .. Being rich is not everything . But most importantly, he must be kind by nature and truly loves me regardless of who i am ..
15. What are your favourite colours?
Hmm .. Black, White, Pink, Sky Blue, Rainbow (:
16. Would you give in all in your relationship?
Yup, of course!
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who truly loves me ..If its both, i rather give up on both instead of hurting either one
18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
Hmm.. I'm not sure ..
19. 5 people to do this quiz: ( those who haven't done it yet )
-Yin Jia
-Si Xuan
-Hui Hao
-Shrabonti
-Yan Ling

Yes! Finally finished all the quizzes! { Yawns }
Decided to finish all today as there's nothing much to do ...
I miss minying jiejiex so much ..
Heard tat she has caught a flu in shanghai ..
Jiejiex, must wear thicker clothings! (:
Agnes ah-ma, you must take care also!
Your sore throat better now?
Must drink lots and lots of water okk? (:
Then it will heal much much faster ..
Oh yup, toking about tat ..
Minying, Agnes, Yin Jia and Me = FF
Huh? What's FF ?
Fantastic Four and Friends Forever .. =)
Haha .. cool right?
ilovethem! really! alot!
Quite boring these few days ...
Talking about the past few days ...
Okay ... day one .. hmm .. on friday ..
I was sitting on the bus home with daddy,
thinking abt using the computer when i reach home ..
That was about 10 pm ..
Then i was thinking, don't tell daddy, later he say no ..
Just go home and ' click ' on the computer ..
But then my daddy say " so you going home to sleep or use com? "
Wahh .. I so shocked .. Ask him why he suddenly so " fang de kai" ..
Then he said, after exam and results, i told u tat u can use all you want ..
:) I so touched.. haha ..
So reached home, daddy go and sleep, i use until 1 plus ..
Then cannot take it anymore, go and sleep ..
Morning 10.30 daddy wake me up, ask me bath then go out for lunch ..
Come back, use computer, go for dinner, use computer, sleep ..
And the cycle continues .. So boring ..
Okk .. that's about all ..
Starting to b'come too naggy (:

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♥ Sasha

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2008-12-01T17:56:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 31

Quizz from Minying Jiejiex (:

1. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you like?
A sweet,caring, shuaii and loves me a lot boyfriend.
2. How did you celebrate your first month?
Never had a first month ... =)
3. Do you feel safe with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Of course, if not he/she will not be considered as my bf/gf..
4. When you see your stead injured/sick, would you be there even if you're busy?
101% yes!
5. When its your 12th month and your stead is having another r/s, what would you do?
Just let him go ... If he has another r/s, doesn't that mean that his heart isn't with me?
6. What if you know your ex is still loving you while he/she is single and while you're attached?
Still stay with my current bf ... If my ex truly loves me, he wouldn't have broke up with me ..
7. Are you single,having a r/s or having a crush on someone?
SINGLE (:
8. List out 3 love/sad songs.
我愛的人 ,童話, 路太弯
9. What would you do if you and your stead quarrel?
It depends .. I'll apologize first if i'm in the wrong ..
10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you?
Yup! (:
11. What if you're single and someone has a crush on you?
See if I have feelings for him .. If yes, be together. If no, remain as best of friends forever..
12. How many times have your heart been broken by somebody?
0 times, lucky me.
13. If you and your stead quarrel, who would be the one apologizing?
It depends, see who's at fault.
14. What would you do if your stead wants a break-up?
Break up with him since he doesn't truly love me.
15. Did any of your stead give you a present that you like the most?
Nope. No stead, no presents. =)
16. When did you last cry for someone whom you love?
A few days after the last day of sch while watching the class video ..
17. How many times did you break your promise to your stead?
0 times ..
18. Do you wish your realationship will last long?
Hmm.. yup, if we are truly in love though. There are still many prince charmings out there ..
19. Did your stead kiss you in public?
Ha's .. Nope, of course not. No stead in the first place .. (:
Pass this to your friends to know how their relationship is going on.
Send them by MSN or ask them to copy and paste. Post it in their blog.
Remember to put down 11 names, so your r/s will last long.
1. Minying
2. Yin Jia
3. Agnes
4. Si Xuan
5. Myet
6. Yan Ling
7. Raina
8. Yan Ru
9. Si Tong
10. Hui Hao
11. Christabel

Okkkayy ...
Done the first quizz ... finally! { Yawns }
There's still another 2 quizzes from minying jiejiex ..
Maybe i'll finish them by tomorrow or the next day ... (:

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♥ Sasha

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2008-11-25T21:58:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 30

球场上谁给我们支援？
兄弟！
球场上谁给我们信心？
兄弟！
球场上谁给我们勇气？
兄弟！
有了兄弟，绝对无敌！

- 这场球赛不会有输赢了，因为球场上的每一个球员，都是赢家。

篮球火 simply rocks!

:) 東方翔= shuaii
:) 元大鷹= funny
:) 殘= damm cool

i can't believe it ...
the show is just so simply ... cool!
learnt alot again from this show ...
and i created a motivational sentence for myself. =)

不到最后一分钟，绝对不要放弃。

因为比赛不到最后一分钟，根本就没有输赢。

don't really know how to translate ..
but its something like ..
never give up till the very last minute.
just like in a game of basketball,
we never know who's the winner until the very last minute.
before the very last minute, there isn't anything such as win or lose.
in fact, there's no winners or losers in a game of basketball ..
because every player on court is a winner.
heyheyy! cool right?
hahax , my english translation not good ,
but the meaning is roughly roughly there ..
of course, its better to read it in chinese! =D
suddenly feel so proud to be a chinese after watching the show ..
not only NBA ppl can do slam dunks, we chinese can too!
hahax ... but some are with strings!
if you haven't watch 篮球火 or MVP 情人 ,
i'll ask you to go watch them ... ... NOW!
hey! u still reading my post here now?
quick, go and watch the show ..
both are great basketball shows ...
oooooops, not great, but the BEST!
watch it, or you will regret! :)

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-22T17:29:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 29

okkay ..
tag replies + messages = this post.
just bear with me while i tok and tok again :)
i'm not writing to everyone in this post ..
but to those in the tagboard .. =)
my dearest never goes in order.

Agnes Ah-ma

my dearest ah-ma! :) my one and only ah-ma ...
so i guess you will know how much i love her?
ah-ma, if u miss me, i will miss you even more ..
i love agnes ah-ma a lot a lot a lot, cause she
has been with me from primary 1A and 2A ..
so we have been together for 6 years ? :)
ah-ma, our deputy head prefect! ah-ma, must
jiiay0ux worx! b'come singapore's first female
president =) hahax .. must remember to take
all the GST and taxes away from me! okk ..
got to stop here, but my love will never stop ..
iloveyou1314!

Minnie Mouse Jiex

Jiejiex! okk, i relinked already! :) Jiex, although
you're my new jiejiex, but i love you lots too!
Jiex, must last long with your mickey mouse if
you have found him kaes? If you haven't, you must
still last long with yr future mickey! { must find one
handsome, shuaii one .. like prince charming ! }
shhh .. don't tell anyone i said that .. hax .. must
stay pretty jiejeix! iloveyou! :)

Myet Meix

meimeix! my dearest meix! my best meix! :)
jiejiex love you lots and lots! thanks for all the lovely
tags you've given me .. meix, don't be sad alrites?
must SMILE! my cheerful meix suits smiles better
than frowns .. meix, cannot be angry with your mom
kkaes? u must tell yourself that whatever yr mom
does is for your own good, for your future =) so no
matter what happens, you can be 101% sure that you
have a jiejiex supporting you all the way :) jiejiex
love you a lot! really , A LOT!

Raina Jiex

jiejiex! congrats worx! go above yr mummy expectations ..
see, so pro! i told u that u can definitely score better
than yr korkor's and you did it! :) jiex, i will also ai ni 1314!
jiex, i will definitely jiay0ux for the future, you must also
too! no matter what happens, you must jiiay0ux, baxia,
gambatte, fighting! u must always remember that you have
a meix supporting you from behind! =) jiex, we both work
hard then meet together in university! hahax .. hope i can
reach there =) jiejiex, i love you a lot a lot a lot! :)

Minying JieJiex

my best jiejiex! thanks for trusting me and don't worry ..
my lips are sealed! :) jiejiex, don't be sad anymore!
u did very well, really .. and see, all of us care so much
for you, even mrs choy! =) so as not to let us down, you must
jiiay0ux worx! i love my bubbly jiejiex with her bubbly laughter!
you see, none of us can beat jiejiex in yr piano and
chinese dance! see, so " li hai " ! jiejiex, hahax , thanks for paying
the tickets for me for yr future concert! but even if i don't
have free tickets, i will surely comfirm go! cause it will be
my jiejie's concert! piano and dance concert! my jiejiex will be
the star who will glow and shine! minying jiejiex, don't be sad
anymore alrites? cause there really isn't anything to be sad about ..
you are going SOTA! not any other sch, but SOTA! jiejiex, its SOTA!
okk .. so u must cheer up, b'come yr bubbly cheerful self once again!
jiejiex , i love love love love love you a lot a lot alot! :)

for a round up ..
a few different sentences for the lovely you all out there ..

“ 不要放弃，否则对不起自己。"

“ 只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了。”

“ 只要相信，就会看见幸福绿光。”

我会永远爱你们的！

这是我对你们的约定！

一生一世的约定！

属于我们的约定！

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-20T14:05:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 28

impossible excitement!
yesterday got back PSLE results (:
morning woke up at 8.30am,
heart beat too fast, cannot sleep ...
then blahblah , time to go sch already ..
when we reached school, we saw mrs tan lay leng.
she didn't look happy, as in dissappointed.
cause 6G science class only got 2 A stars.
she also said our class got 9 B's.
i was like ... " i die already .. die already .. the B comfirm me ... "
then i was like, lose all my hope already ...
sit down in the hall, anxious until use my nails to scratch hand ..
mrs choy saw then say she can tell we are all very anxious ..
after that mrs nigam toktoktoktok, so proud ..
our sch's progress improved!
all thanks to the teachers! =)
then mrs nigam call the top scholars , wow , so pro ..
top scholar, 4 A stars .. so many ppl..
until the 3 A stars , got a lot of ppl go up ..
i was thinking its impossible for me ..
but no matter how impossible, you will still hope your name is called ..
then when she called, i was liked .. is it really me?
my mummy was stunned .. didn't believe what she heard ..
cause i told her and daddy .. " i'm going to get 22+ "
can see that she very shocked when she saw me ..
then blahblahblahblahblah ..
yinjia got back her results first, she got into her dream sch! (:
congrats worx yinjia! (:
then i got back my results, (:
mummy very unexpected, very happy ..
mrs choy also, standing outside our classroom ..
iilovemrschoy!
when she saw our results, she came to give us hugs ..
hahax .. but i'm still 1 mark away from my laptop excluding HMT ..
1 mark is like 100 marks , cause my sis says cannot add in HMT ..
so now i say ok, nvm.
then went out to eat sakae sushi with friends (:
so full ..
when i came home, even more excited..
called my daddy who is overseas ..
he was like so so so so so proud!
cause he expected me 20 marks lower than what i scored ..
and what i scored is deemed impossible to him ..
hahax, daddy , i reached your impossible!
i was also so happy when i talked to him ...
cause the night before i asked him ..
" daddy, what will happen if i fail my PSLE? will you kill me? "
then he said,
" whatever's done is done. the ball is not in your court anymore.
what can we do if you fail your PSLE? you are still our
daughter .. even if you fail, there is path for you to take .. "
i was like, so touched ...
so you can't blame me if i don't want to let my daddy down the most ..
then it was blahblah, went out for dinner ..
came back, went to my room at 12, slept at 1 ..
and here i am, typing at 5 , waking up at 4 ..
going to change my hairstyle later ..
if i look ugly, don't laugh out loud okk?
just laugh in your hearts :)
iiloveyou!
everybody! ( espacially my GANS .. )
iilove201108!

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-17T03:59:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 27

Minying Jiejiex and Me :)

Delshat and Me :)

the skin's a little plain ..

anyways, did a little quiz =D

Did you qet pierced befor 16 ?
=) ... obvious? of course!
Are you qood at hidinq feelinqs ?
=) ehs. nt really ...
Do you wake when you see ppl you know ?
=) aren't i already awake if i see them?
Who did you last hav a sleepover with ?
=) my sister, in my room.
Are you afraid of fallinq in love ?
=) to be honest .. yup!
Can you braid hair ??
=) hmmm .. yup. ( very messily! )
Do you drink red bull or any other enerqy drink on requalar basis ??
=) nah!
Do you hate beinq alone ??
=) maybe? sometimes yes, sometimes no. depends!
Do you qet alonq wid qirls ??
=) yupp! 'cause i'm a girl.
Have you ever been in trouble wid th cops ??
=) no luh! i am guai kia okk? { like real .. }
Did you know that peelinq off th wrapper off a bottle means ur sexually frustrated ??
=) really? never heard b'fore ..
What is th connection between you & th last person who called you ?
=) my daddy!
Name sth you have in similiar wiv your siblinqs ??
=) we have the same blood .. duh!
Name a sound dhat disturbs you ??
=) whinning. very irritating.
What did you do today ??
=) hmmmmm ..... too many to list.
What did you do last niqht ??
=) sleep.
Do you hav a cell fone ??
=) nope. i have a handphone instead,to be exact.
Are you emotional ??
=) yup at times and nah at times.
Hav you ever hav th same dreams more ??
=) yupyupp.
Name a sonq dhat makes you happy .?
=) tong hua. the song is just simply ...
Do you use chopsticks ??
=) of course!
Food choices ??
=) anything. { as if .. }
If you were in an emerqency situation & you had tuh deliver a baby , wad would you do ??
=) nt sure ... ask the person to "breathe in,breathe out" ?
What was th most recent thinq eu bouqht ??
=) chocolate mac flurry! yum!
What is on you refriqerator door ??
=) baby photos,calendar,magnets and blahblahblah
Name sth dhat you had tuh do tmr ??
=) wake up from my sleep, if not it won't be counted as tomorrow.
Name 8 people tht was so 'lucky' to do this quiz !
-minying
-raina
-qinyu
-shrabonti
-yanling
-myet
-jingyi
-agnes

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-11-13T21:38:00.001-08:00

Diiary ♥ 26

heyy. here's the class video as mentioned =)
sorry if its not up to expectations ..
but still, enjoy!!

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-13T02:24:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 25

today was the last day in PEPS for the primary sixes ...
a sad day for all of us.
after school, we had our farewell party.
6G,6H and 6J combine.
yinjia,me,maxine,yuqian went out to collect the cake.
very very big cake! yumyum!
ii carried the cake from the cake shop back to sch,
when ii reached sch, both my hands trembling.
and ii really mean trembling.
everybody was there, eating.
never wait for us. haha , just kidding! =)
gt teachers there also ..
mr choy, mrs choy, mr diong and blahblah..
another class got party also , if ii'm not wrong .. 6C?
when we started our party, they started crying already.
then raina jiejiex started crying.
one by one, everybody started crying.
minying jiex, agnes ah-ma, shrabonti jiex, sabrina, blahblahblah
all crying.
ii stared at them.
ii didn't cry.
ii told ziqi ii'm a strong girl. ii very 坚强.
ii sat on the bench see all of them cry.
everybody came to give me a hug.
yinjia hugged me while crying.
after she hug me, my eyes was watery already.
but ii told myself, cannot cry.
ii sat on the bench again, but tears came rolling down.
ii couldn't control myself anymore.
ii cried. really horribly.
ii cried while hugging everybody.
ii cried my heart out.
ii just cried in all my friends arms.
they all comforted me while they were crying.
ii comforted them while ii was crying.
we cried and hugged for more than an hour.
but ii just couldn't stop. we couldn't stop.
our eyes were full of tears. our faces were red.
all the memories of PEPS started flowing back.
ii just couldn't leave.
all of us went to look for mrs choy.
we hugged mrs choy. mrs choy cried.
ii cried even more when ii hugged mrs choy.
ii can't bear, really really can't bear to leave her.
many teachers came out, only to find all of us crying.
imagine how many of us were crying ..
our cries could pass through glass doors.
ii hugged and cried in everybody's arms once again.
we cried continuosly for about near to 2 hours ii believe,
or maybe a little less than that.
ii stared down from the fourth storey,
remembering the day ii stepped into PEPS primary 1A.
ii couldn't stop crying. just like that, ii'm leaving PEPS.
my tears just couldn't stop rolling down.
then agnes ah-ma said mrs jillian kwok ( my primary1 teacher )
has 1A's photographs ..
tears streamed down even more once again ..
ii ran around the whole school looking for her.
ii needed to see the photographs badly. very badly.
but ii couldn't find her.
ii decided to go 6J classroom.
me and myet meix went together.
ii sat at my table and cried it all out.
ii cried my whole heart out while sitting at my table.
finally, ii stopped crying.
ii told myself, its time to stop.
ii walked out of 6J, with no tears.
ii went to the staffroom, and mrs kwok was there.
she still remembers me from primary 1 ...
and ii saw the photographs ..
ii was so touched, my photo was there, for six years.
the photographs of us from 1A was there ..
ii stared at the photo, remembering everyone of us from 1A.
ii just simply stared.
ii wanted to cry again, but ii told myself, you better stop it.
so ii just stared at the photographs.
mrs kwok said that ii must visit the next few years,
and see the photographs everytime ii visit.
ii was so touched, she kept the photographs for so long.
and she's still going to keep it. =)
after that, raina jiex, sharbonti jiex,myet meix,yinjia and me
went around the school to take photos ...
ii'm making the class video with all the photos now..
{ sobz } ii really really can't bear to leave.

// ii got 1 new meimeix worx .. yanling meix! ii love you! //

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-08T22:26:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 24

my life consists of me and them. =)

heyy.
iloveyou.
listing 'em out.

- Agnes ah-ma
- Minying jiejiex
- Raina jiejiex
- Shrabonti jiejiex
- Myet meimeix
- Jingyi meimeix

ii love them forever.
no matter where they go,
they will always remain in my ♥.

trying to gather as many photos as ii can.
going to leave PEPS very very soon ...
tomorow will be the start of a fresh new week.
the last 4 days in school.
the last 1 week of my primary school life.
ii'm going to treasure every moment of it.
ii'm going to enjoy my self to the ultimate limit.
ii'm going to take photos with everybody. =)
( ii know ii'm ugly, but just bear with it ok? )

oh yup .. shrabonti b'came my jiejiex after ii wrote the old post ..
tat's why she say why ii never miss her in the tagboard =)
hahax .. of course will miss her ..
so this post is the edited blog post..
ii got one new jiejiex .. shrabonti!

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-08T07:58:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 23

my ♥ 's for life.
aren't they just so sweet?
ii can't believe it ...
they roxs! =)
we are just so perfect together..
ii love them so so much.
ii'm not willing to die because of them,
b'cause ii will die for them.
they are my life.
they mean everything to me.
they keep my heart beating.
iloveyou.
three words for them,
cause they are my friends forever.
ii just wanna give them a great big hug,
and tell them ..
" no matter what happens,we're friends for life. =) "
a little song dedicated to all of them ...

ii love you,
you love me,
we are one big family.
with a great big hug,
and a kiss from me to you,
won't you say you love me too?

hax .. childish aren't ii ?

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2008-11-08T00:25:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 22

hahax ...
just finished reading some blogs,
and saw shrabonti's blog.
just realized ii spelt dzulfiqah's name wrongly.
so sorry horx .. ii didn't know.
ii spelt dzulfiqah as dzulfiquah.
sorry! ii didn't mean to ...
ii ask shrabonti ask him cause ii don't have his no.
then agnes ah-ma say minying jiex say ii so bad, never invite her.
lolx, ii ask him of course will ask all my lovely ah-ma,jiex and meix ...
anyways, iits just to take some photos .. =)
okay, now back to me.
ii don't know what happened to me last night.
ii slept first cause mum and meix went out.
then ii sleep,wake up, then cry.
ii don't know why got tears come out.
sleep,wake,cry.sleep,wake,cry.sleep,wake,cry.
ii also don't know why.
... next week is the last week of sch.
ii really really can't bear to leave PEPS.
ii can't believe ii will be leaving everybody.
next week is going to pass so fast.
monday in school.
tuesday in little india.
wednesday in school.
thursday in school.
and then its goodbye.. { sobz }
to all my GANS :
iiloveyou!
you must remember me worx!
ii'm not willing to die because of you,
but ii'm willing to die for you.

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2008-11-06T04:13:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 21

yepyepyepyep!
6H got second in the inter-class competition!
6C got first,6H second,6G third.
6H and 6G roxs ...
anyways, congratulations to 6C ..
hahax.. must have sportsmanship.
ok .. so 6C won.
but to me, 6H and 6G are the winners of the game. =)
although we lost,
but we were having the best time of our lives.
when 6G played,6H cheered.
when 6H played the finals with 6C,
6C supporters fill almost the whole hall,
but our dearest 6G cheer for us worx ..
hahax .. so loud.
II LOVE 6H AND 6G!
after the game, we lost.
but we never angry or sad..
we were happy. =) we played our best.
when the game finished, the 6G and 6H unite.
hahax .. so sweet riite?
raina jiex come give me hug and peach tea..
thanks jiex! love ya!
agnes ah-ma, minying jiex also give us support worx ..
ii love them lots too! =)
after that the 6C continue their cheers ..
we also don't want to lose ..
we scream, they scream..
the whole school go wild..
really ..
wild .. our screams filled the hall ...
lolx , then 6C take photo ..
okay lorx , we also take ..
hahax .. 6H and 6G combine.
but melanie not there ...
so got to go find her.
our golden girl, don't have her we will lose.
hax, then she come ..
we all shout " MELANIE! "
her hair one side tie pliats ( ii don't know how to spell )
another side tie pony tail!
so cutteee!
then we all ask her lie in front..
she really lie down on the floor!
hahahax .. ii love melanie =)
then after that, recess.
the boys soccer match..
6A won! hahax .. ii told you 6A unbeatable =)
they very pro ..
hahax .. but they sweat use our netball bib to wipe..
lolx ... sweaty .. must wash .. hax.. JK!
oh yupyup.. that was about all today ..

but ii got something to tell the following ppl ..
minying jiex,raina jiex,agnes ah-ma,myet meix,
yin jia, shrabonti,melanie,dzulfiqah and blahblahblah ..
next wednesday we take photo after school can?
ii want to keep photo as a memory ...
and make into a video ..
ii also got a letter to pass to you all ...
ii take very long to write horx ..
don't read and throw .. hax. =)
can you all reply me if you are able to make it?
can leave a tag on the tagboard or msg me.. =)

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2008-11-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 20

ii hate myself ...
as of 5th November 2008,
ii've given up.
ii've given up totally.
iive given up on everybody, including myelf.
cried just now.
but what's the use of crying?
ii'm still the stupid me.
had our inter-class competition in sch just now.
6H won all of our games,got into semi-finals.
will be playing with 6G tomorrow ...
ii don't care whether we win or lose anymore ...
if we win,win.
if we lose,lose.
heard that the other two classes will be playing rough.
you all can play as rough as you want.
the best is for you to hit and push me.
push me onto the floor.
push me as hard as you can.
it dosen't matter to me anymore.
nothing matters anymore.
5th November 2008, the day you see me change.
you may not be able to see the change..
but my heart has changed.
ii've built a wall around my heart.
as of today,
ii'll forget everything about what you've said and done.
051108 ..

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 19

the world around me seems to be changing ...
ii'm not the old me anymore.
can anyone help me?
can ii trust someone?
can ii really give my heart to somebody?
why does it seems that everyone and everything has changed?
feeling really down ...
sat on the bus home just now.
ii was in a daze, just staring into thin air.
thought about many many things.
everybody seems to be on good terms with me.
but is that really true?
am ii really loved?
or deep inside their hearts, ii'm hated?
ii know, ii can't be perfect.
but ii'm really trying my best ...
can ii be given a chance?
ii really don't want to be hated ...
can ii please be loved?
if you hate me, can you just tell me that?
it will probably be better if you do so.
then the irritating me will not bother you anymore.
ii really want to love my friends, everyone of you.
ii'm willing to sacrifice myself for you ..
ii just feel like going into a deep deep sleep today ...
and to find myself awake with another me ...
but ii guess it will never happen.
ii'm just the same irriating girl ii am.

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-11-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

Diiary ♥ 18

an exciting day,today.
can't believe ii will be leaving p.e.p.s this year..
{ sobz } really can't bear to leave ...
anyways,
today had the inter-class competition..
split into two groups.
boys play soccer.
girls play captain ball.
not sure about other classes..
but heard that 6A boys thrashed 6J boys..
cool rite? hahax..
expected match..
6A boys unbeatable.. =)
and for girls power ..
6H roxs!
ii reapeat ..
6H roxs!
no offence to other classes kays?
ii'm just supporting my own class ...
and if we have hit or knocked into you today,
really really sorry! we didn't mean it!
today score 2:14 ..
we won!
( really no offence to the score to anybody ..)
anyways, its just a game isn't it?
even if we lose,
we'll have the best time of our lives out there..
hahaxx.. prove my daddy wrong.
daddy said 6H will get thrashed..
but we did not..
got another two matches on wednesday..
6H vs. 6D ( first match of the day )
6H vs. 6B ( middle match )
ii know it will be tough to win ...
but nothing is impossible if we just believe..
winning and losing is not the most important ..
the most important is the experience.. =)
at least we've won one match!
not so paiseh ..
didn't let 6H down ..
ok .. then blahblahblah in sch ..
after school went yin jia's house..
her dog.
ii was like ...
ii want to go home!
luckily agnes ah-ma and yin jia help to carry the dog..
thanks ya ah-ma and yin jia!
but still ,
ii was so scared.
reached si xuan's house,
it was even worse.
two dogs in a house.
{ screams }
again, ii ask people to protect me.
ha's. myet meix,shrabonti,qianwei,ah-ma and blahblah.
sorry for causing so much trouble!
then they make fun of me ..
not about the dog..
something else ..
blahblahblah ...
ii see the two dogs barking,
run to one corner..
sometimes nobody protect ...
my heart keep thumping ...
crawl on top of the sofa..
ii know ..
ii'm a coward. =)
after that play this and that ..
captain's ball.block survivor.pingpong. blahblah.
time to cut the cake.
firstly,
Happy Birthday Si Xuan!
must stay pretty as you are now forever !
secondly,
the cake was the picture of HSM3..
and shrabonti ..
hax ..
she wanted the part of the cake of troy's blahblah ...
l0lx.. she sit on top of me on the stairs ..
we laugh like ...
after that blahblahblah ...
back at home now ..
all alone ...
mummy,daddy,meix go out ..
jiejiex go barbecue ...
but anyways, today was =) ...
hope we will win our matches on wednesday!

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-10-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 17

ii'm in LOVE!
ii'm in LOVE with my little darliinqs!
went to do work attachment ...
at the kindergarthen for the past three days.
and ii am like ...
so in love with the children there!
ii espacially LOVE one of the little boy there ...
ii can't say his name on my blog as the teacher say
his or other parents may not like it ..
but he's really really really cute ...
yesterday, ii was a little unfair..
hahax. ii like him too much.
look after him the whole chinese lesson.
then today, he came to the classroom,
he wave hello, and then come and hug me!
so sweet rite?
same as the first day ...
my little darliinqs came up one by one ..
to hug me and yinjia..
after that during their play time,
yinjia and me took pictures with them..
there was one boy who was like ... so shuaii!
and then there was the one which ii looked after most..
he take picture really so cute ...
can't post the picture on blog cause the teacher say try not to..
so maybe ii'll post on friendster as private photo ..
go take a look kaes? he's really really cute..
then there was the time to say goodbye,
so sad!
brought the children to the toilet,
my little darliinq boy held my hand. =)
after he washed his hands, he came back to hold my hand..
hahax, ii ask him to wipe his hands on his shirt first......
ii'm so evil ... ii know.
yup, but anyway, ii still held his hand and brought him to classroom..
then went back to sch ..
blahblahblah ..
went out to eat with mummy near my house.
and ii saw jing yi!
ii was like so shocked!
lolx , such a concidence ...
she come to say hello =)
so sweet!
oh yup!
ii got a new meix,
chiio bu jing yi!
ii love you meix! =)

so tat's abt all ..
nothing much to blog abt.

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-10-27T04:06:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 16

oh yup!
instead of writing the boring stuff,
ii'll write something different..
since i'll be graduating this year from primary sch,
ii'll like to write something abt this past six years...
ii stepped into princess elizabeth primary school ...
and was brought to primary 1A and went to 2A..
there was no movement from primary 1 and primary 2..
iit was very fun those two years!
hahaz .. we were so small..
ii remember there were ..
agnes ah-ma, reshma,dzulfiquah,yong jian,zheng ning and blahblahblah..
( sorry if ii spelt your names wrongly.. gomenasai! )
but ii haven't talk much to my p1 and p2 friiends in the recent years ...
so sad .. how ii wish ii can meet all of them again. =)
okay .. then there was primary 3.
the most exciting year of my primary school life!
ii met mrs choy! mrs daphne choy!
she's the best teacher ii've ever met!
ii still remember the teacher's day and children's day party we had..
how ii wish time could rewind ...
back to the times we shared together ...
it was very enjoyable being in 3h ...
mr diong was our math teacher..
haha's. unbelievable? math?
yup... he was a gd math teacher :)
although ii forgot to bring his markers many many times..
sorry mr diong! haha.. tat was exactly 3 years ago ...
okay .. and then there was primary 4, primary 5, and primary 6 ...
ii met many many new friiends ...
the three years was okay and passed very fast...
but ii still love my first three years in primary school.
primary 1A,primary 2A,primary3H
ii love you guys in these classes!
you're my darliinqs forever!
but don't forget both my jiez ii met in the recent years too ..
ii love you too!
l0lx.. primary 6 passed really fast though ..
still remember when ii met mrs a. in primary 5..
she was really really fierce .. but actually she's quite niice.
and mr yeo...
he always gives us lectures..
for our own good.
abt a month bfore psle he told us..
" before you know it psle will be tomorrow.. "
and now,
psle is over!
see how fast time has flown?
ii know ii cannot become the old me ...
the me who stepped into primary 1A innocently ..
just kidding! cancel the innocent part.
ii was a bossy and irriating kid in primary one.
ii admit that.
hey guys! all from primary 1A and 2A ..
so so sorry!
now ii realize how bossy and unreasonable ii was ..
as a class monitress!
hahax .. so sorry ya..
didn't know ii was so bossy come to think of it ..
don't worry! i've changed now ...
i've become a naughty giirl ...
ok ..
tat was abt it ..
the six years in my primary school..
once from p.e.p.s,
forever from p.e.p.s
ii love those who have loved me this past 6 years ...
ii really really love you all..
all my classmates from 1A,2A,3H,4J,5J,6H
although ii have been annoying,irriating,bossy..
please forgive me kaes?
ii love you guys!
just add me in msn if you want okays?
hahax.. one last sentence for all my friends who understand chinese.

" 不要放弃，否则对不起自己. "

but the meaning of this sentence is for all my lovely friiends out there..
no matter what race you are from .. =D
no matter what happens in the later parts of our lives..
after we've seprated this year from p.e.p.s ,
we will still remember tat we are friends forever rite?
so the sentence means :
never give up, the one you'll let down the most is yourself.
sorry if my translation if not so perfect but it roughly means this..
and one last last last last sentence from me to you..

" 只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了."

Smile, there's nothing that you cannot overcome. =)

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-25T21:55:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 15

anyways,
something important to say first ...
went to huihao darliinq's blog just now ...
a ' passerby ' asked how huihao knows me and my
relationship with her ..
firstly, huihao izz my friiend from kindergarthen ...
and we met this year at tuition again ....
so she's my very very very close bestie friend...
secondly, she's my darliinq.
as in friiend form kaes?
she got her own dar as in prince ...
don't believe you can ask her friends or her didix ...
moreover, she's a giirl kaes?
ii love my "girl" friends and GANS a lot ...
but ii love bois too ..
haha.. ii love my prince ..
okay ... now back to me ....
today was very boring ..
again.
this morning quarreled with mummy..
both my jiez and me.
b'cause ii was using the tv ,
then my meix wake up...
she wake up onli sae she use the tv ...
then blahblahblahblahblah ..
mummy angry..
ii aso angry ...
mummy shout and say everytime
daddy not in then ii like that ...
ii started crying ...
ii'm a crybaby ....
everytime ii'm angry, ii start crying.
so ii lock myself in the room for three hours?
anyways, mayb ii was in the wrong aso...
but still mummy doesn't know how hurt ii will feel
when she says ii'm onli like tat when daddy's out ...
and she said if ii will be like that if daddy's in...
ha's.. nvm ..
felt much better after being alone in the room ...
ii was aso in the wrong somehow or another a little bit..
nothing much to blog abt ..
its really quite boring nowadays ...

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-10-24T04:31:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 14

today was seriously boring ...
anyways,
ii love my GANS!
ii love my DARLIINQ!
ii love my FRIENDS!
not big enuff ...
ii love my GANS!
ii love my DARLIINQ!
ii love my FRIENDS!
seriously, ii really can't bear to leave them ...
ii miss my huihao darliinq already ..
cause ii don't get to see her .. =(
ii can't believe ii'm going to leave all my loves ..
{ sobz } ii don't want to leave!
ii want to stay with all you guys!
like raina jiez said ...
we must all take photos okays?
when ii think how lonely sec. school is going to be,
ii really can't bear to leave...
my beloved minying jiez and raina jiez ....
my beloved agnes ah-ma who have been with me since P1 ...
my beloved huihao darliinq ...
you all must tok tok to me on MSN or call me kaes?
ii will really miss you all ...

[ thanks raina jiez, minying jiez, agnes ah-ma,qianwei, pamela, myet for tagging! ]

[ ii love you all! wo aii ni! ]

[ darliinq! iii really really miss you! ii love you lots! ]

( important info : my darliinq is not my prince ... she's my bestie friiend.. )

( my darliinq gt her own prince horx ... don't think dirty.. )

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-10-21T23:25:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 13

today was sianz and at the same time fun.
dar sianz part.
went to sch first 4 periods, nothing to do..
read book.use handphone.daydream.
three simple things tat ii do everyday.
mr yeo play chinese chess.
mrs a. never come.
hax. PSLE over don't want to see us.. JK!
after tat science lesson mrs tan brought us to com. lab.
onli went in for abt 20 mins then have to go already..
so it was okay-okay, at least gt a chance to enjoy air-con..
chinese lesson was the fun part .. ha's.
miss wang told us tat there was going to be 4A pupils coming...
we had to teach them...
ii was thinking " finally gt something to do ... "
when they come ....
omg ...
gt a shock ...
miss wang gave me a boy...
ii ask him what is his name,
he say no name.
so ii okay lorhz .. anyway nothing to do with me.
ii try to teach him, he bo chap me.
hahax .. ii'm alrite with that cause
ii believe that he can still learn no matter what class he is in...
if we work hard A class also can go J class rite?
he may not be gd in his chinese, but he may excel in sports
like soccer or other things.....
after a while, he read after me so ii very happy ...
but in the miidle , he said " ii hate you! even though ii don't know you. "
ii was like haha.. nope,ii'm not angry.
ii told him that never mind, he can hate me, ii'm fine with it.
l0lx... ii guess he must be very irriated with an annoying person like me.
nvm .. lesson end,he happy ii aso happy.
ii like teaching others so ii'm fine with him.
just tat he hates me. =)
guess i'm annoying..
tat's why.
can't blame him..
after all, a boy would want a boy to teach him riite?
hax.. a new experience..

[ thanks for the taggs ah-ma,zhu jiez,raina jiez,qianwei & myet! ]

[ ii love you guys! ]

[ okay jiez ... chiio = pwetti .. i'll remember tat.. ]

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

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2008-10-21T00:08:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥12

nothing much to blog abt ...
quite boring since its the PSLE marking days.
so ii just want to write a few short msgs ...

♥ huihao darliinq
must stay cheerful forever kaes? haha.. ii still remember
the times when we were in kindergarthen.. we used to fight
a lot riite? l0lx.. ii remember we quarel almost everyday.
anyways, you must remember me kaes? you must also
last long with KFC ... and yr didix. ii love you forever! muacks!

♥ agnes s ah-ma
ah-ma! must be my ah-ma forever okay? hahax ... ii very happy
b'cause you're my ah-ma. u are one of the few which still regonise
me since P1. still remember 1A and 2A? l0lx.. we were so small
at tat time. so fun yarhz ... ii still remember how fun p1 and p2 was..
hahax.. ii love euz!

♥ minying jiez
zhu zhu jiez! had a lot of fun going out with you! you must stay pwetti
and chiio forever kaes? ii love you lots.. thanks for borrowing book
from melanie for me and getting the snack for me from sabrina.. hahax.
arigatou! you must go out with me again kaes? we go take neoprint together..
ii love you lots and lots jiez!

♥ raina jiez
jiez! u must remember me kaes? u must oso stay pwetti and chiio forever...
hahax... had a lot of fun going out with you... euz must tok to me more yarhz?
you're my first GAN and jiez.. ii love you a lot.. you must keep yr smile and stay
cheerful okaes? you're my cheerful jiez.. ii love you!

hope tat's abt all ...
u all must let me know if you don't like me ok?
ii know ii'm irriating ...
so u must let me know if there's anything you don't like abt me alriite?
if you don't tell me ,
ii won't be able to change...
ii'll try to change as much as ii can if you let me know ...
cause ii know ii'm very irriating..
if you find me proud,irriating,disturbing or whatever,
feel free to let me know kaes?
ii will try to change...

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2008-10-20T01:26:00.000-07:00

this is the editied post ...

decided to post 1 person at a time..

jiez and me in action.

[ or rather me in action! ]

jiez and me.

ii love my jiez.

she's my life.

my jiez scolds me.

but ii know she loves me too kaes?

although ii get on her nerves everytime,

she never gets angry with me for long..

she may seem cold on the outside.

but she's warm on the inside. =)

many many of my photos ( when ii was young )

was taken with jiez.

jiez loves to scold and nag.

ha's.even more naggy than my mum.

but actually she's very good to me and meix.

she even gave me my birthday present this year!

ii so touched when ii received the presents ...

she gave me a box of granola bars and the wooden craft.

ii know they may not be something big and fancy,

but my jiez bought it with her own money!

she gave me the first b'dae presents after owing me for 3 or 4 years?

hahaha.. ii damm touched.

mummy & daddy also shocked.

[ talking about presents, ii still owe jiez a weighing machine for her b'dae present ... ]

lolx.. ii love my jiez a lot.

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-18T02:07:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 10

today was so cool.
mummy,jiez and meix went out.
so left me alone at home.
started using the computer and watching my disc
since 8.30am and its 5.08pm now.
OMG!
ii'm in love with MC Hotdog!
he's damm cool!
ii love him alrite?
go listen to his songs.. ( its in chinese! )

差不多先生 by MC Hotdog.. [ it roxs! ]
ii was watching a show which had him as a guest.
ii fell in love with the song. l0lx.
although the show censored most of the show..
b'cause there's some sort of bad words in the song.
ii told my jiez to listen to the song...
ii told her that when ii heard the song most of it was censored
caused there was bad words ...
and guess what?
both of us say " ta ma de" ( in chinese) together!
haha's. mummy heard.
ii love you jiez!
you are my real sister.
think alike. JK!
nothing much to blog abt today ...
anyway's,
ii love you huihao darliinq!
went to yr blog.
didn't know ii was one of yr best friends..
if any of you don't know ..
huihao is my darliinq! l0lx.
[ darliinq as in close close friiend kaes? she gt her dar ..]
she has been my friend since kindergarden.
childhood friends!
kimi o ai shiteru!

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-16T05:31:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 9

nothing much to blog abt today..
so ii just want to say many ii ♥ u to many people.
to my daddy,mummy,jiez,meix,darlings...
even to people who hate or dislike me..
we must learn to ♥ our enemies isn't it?
ii ♥ u all too ..
my list of ii love you ...

Dutch : Ik hou van je!
French: Je t'aime!
German: Ich liebe dich!
Greek: S'ayapo!
Hawaiian: Aloha wau ia 'oe!
Italian: Ti amo!
Japanese: Kimi o ai shiteru!
Korean: Dangsinul saranghae yo!
Malaysian: Saya cintamu!
Chinese: Wo aii ni!
Russian: Ya tyebya lyublyu!
Vietnamese: Anh yeu em!
English: ii love you!

dangsinul saranghae yo to daddy,mummy.

kimi o ai shiteru to all my jiez and my meix.

ti amo to all my darlings.

ii love you all forever.

[huihao darliinq zhu zhu jiez and raina jiez , thanks for your taggs! ]

[ ii love you! ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 8

today was so sianz.
early in the morn so many classes go to hort park.
first period, mr yeo tok tok tok.
after that mrs a. do oral with p5 so we play UNO.
science lesson mrs tan didn't come.
she tot we go hort park.
so left abt 15 of us? iit was quite fun there.
with dar boys playing with ming le. ha's. JK!
recess the canteen was damm empty.
ii looked around but like nobody.
ii felt so lonely.
luckily got qianwei.
she talk to me.
last two periods was mother tongue.
miss wang ask us to help her arrange the discs.
boring but at least we gt something to do.
mummy and daddy brought me out for dim sum
their wedding anniversary.
very yummy...
ii feel very sick.
ii keep coughing.
ii feel helpless today.
maybe that's the feeling of being lonely.
when all my jiez and friends leave me.
jk.. they only left me one day for hort park.
anyways, nothing much to blog abt so i'll just make a list of my loves.

♥ daddy
♥ mummy
♥ jiez
♥ meix
♥ grandparents

♥ huihao darliinq
♥ agnes ah-ma
♥ minying jiez
♥ raina jiez
♥ qianwei
♥ jiayan
♥ hengyi
♥ jordan
♥jinglun
♥chee kian

ii ♥ you all lots...
you mustn't leave me kaes?

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-14T01:24:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 7

today is daddy's birthday.
firstly,
" Happy Birthday Daddy! "
you're the greatest daddy.
today woke up ,
didn't wear my spectacles.
everything so black.
suddenly someone appear before me.
haha.
ii shocked.
daddy also shocked.
lolx.. his birthday ii shock him early in the morn.
ii wished him happy birthday and hug him.
after that went back to sleep.
sasha = pig.
ha's. ii guess ii am one.
my jiez came back early after her exam.
daddy open presents first bfore meix go to sch.
jiez bought chocolates.meix bought t-shirt.
mum bought cross pendant for necklace.
ii bought a feng shui book for 2009.
ii so kiasu.
typical singaporean, me.
then daddy brought mummy,jiez and me out.
we went to the penang buffet.
the journey damm far.
ii sit right at the back of the bus.
in the middle.
then the two seats beside me empty.
cause my jiez sit at one corner,
another jiezjiez sitting on another corner.
at one bus-stop two gorgorx come up.
haha. one on each side.
so weird.
after a while, both of them fall asleep.
one of them head down.
another one the head keep falling on my side.
ii was like... haha. so weird.
in the end cannot stand it already.
ii also sleep.
jiez had to wake me up when we reach the place.
the food there was yummy..
but very expensive.
most important daddy like the food there so okay.
then ii came back with jiez.
daddy and mummy go collect cake.
ha's. ii too lazy.
oh yup.
better wish daddy again.
" happy b'day daddy! ii ♥ you! "

[ raina jiezjiez! ii also have a lot of fun going out with you! ]

[ you're a very good jiez! ii gt problems definitely will tell euz! ]

[ minying jiez! don't nd to sorry! ]

[ you're my hao jiezjiez forever! ]

[ ♥ u all jiez! ]

[ agnes! agnes ah-ma! haha. my reply to yr testi is below .. ]

[ cause ii write two posts today.. ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-13T16:44:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 6

so sorry.. yesterday never post.
anyways, recall.
..
...
went to sch,ii didn't bring book.
but ii didn't go on stage.
luckily minying jiez help me borrow from melanie.
thank ya jiez!
after that,science lesson.
mrs tan let us watch science videos.
english lesson,mrs a. ask us abt PSLE.
tok and tok and tok.
then she let us have free time,even play UNO.
ii so surprised.
ii tot she will teach.
guess ii was wrong.
math lesson,mr yeo also let us have free time.
boring.
ha's.
qianwei and ii tok and tok and tok again.
chinese lesson, teacher didn't come.
qianwei and ii tok for 1 hour plus.
ii'm a bad girl.very talkative.
anyways,iit was quite boring actually.
after sch went to westmall.
we chiiong to the foodcourt first.
minying jiez and raina jiez buy curry and vegetables.
ii tink.. if i'm not wrong.
qianwei and ii bought japanese ramen.
yummy!
then we go arcade take neoprint.
the machine gott something wrong.
waste money.
l0l.. but we still very happy.
after neoprint we late for our movies.
we run in,the movie start already.
we watched Eagle-Eye.
damm boring.. half way ii almost fell asleep.
anyways, thanks jiiez and qianwei for goiing out with me!
ii so touched.. haha.

[ agnes! u watch gokusen too? ii watch the season 1 already.. ]

[ is season 2 niice? season 3? haven't finished watching yet.. ]

[ thanks for yar testi agnes ah-ma,myet and raina jiez! ]

[ wo aii ni men ! ♥ euu all very very very much ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-12T03:20:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 5

third day after PSLE.
mummy don't care about me.
let me do what ii want.
stay at home the whole day.
boring.
today woke up at 8.30am.
my whole body was like...
ii cannot describe it.
ii finally felt how my grandparents feel.
my whole body ached.
from my neck all the way to my feet.
the feeling was just horrible.
iits probably due to yesterday.
strained all my muscles.
ii woke up, but mum,meix,jiez still sleeping.
sianz.
decided to start my videos.
ii finished watching Gokusen at abt 11am?
the show was damm touching.
abt a teacher's love to her students.
must watch.. iits a japanese high sch drama.
there's a season two and three..
going to chiong tonite.
after that mummy said my baby cousin going to come.
ii knew that something was going to happen.
PACK!
l0lx.. ii had to pack the house.
mummy very concerned when ppl coming.
after that mum went out to buy lunch.
ii continue my computer.
ii started my korean drama in the evening...
watch and watch and watch..
..
...
.....
........
...........
watch until my eyes start to close..
until ii sleep on the chair.
ha's. mum had to off the show for me.
ii'm a lazy pig.
ii know.
when ii wake up, had to teach my meix oral.
ii was like okay,anyway nothing to do.
ii started teaching meix oral,but she don't want to listen to me.
she carry the "bo chap" attitude.
she repeat after me.
after that ask her to say again, she don't know how to say.
ii bcome angry,
my jiez scold me.
she come and teach meix another thing.
she having exam so my mum nrv ask her teach.
but she come in teach awhile then go back to her studies.
when ii teach meix something else,she come back and teach
meix another way.
what's the point of me teaching her?
what's the point of me even being there?
what's the point of me trying my best to teach meix?
iin the end ii don't care already.
just walk away.
fine.
ii give up.
ii let you teach her.
anyways,
ii don't care being scolded by you anymore.
yesterday you scolded me.
today you scolded me.
you realized ii never shout or talk back anymore.
cause ii don't bother to.
ii really don't bother to.
today was okay-okay.
boring actually.
only my videos boost me up.
ii guess so..
that's how its going to be.

[ minying jiez, ii ♥ you lots and lots and lots too!]

[ you must stay pwetty and kawaii too ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

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2008-10-11T04:26:00.001-07:00

Diiary ♥ 4

finally back home.
tired of flying so fly back home.
today woke up at 7.40am..
damm tired,but still force myself to wake up.
then went out of the house.
met jordan,heng yi,jia jun,hui hao,annabelle,clarrisa.
we play like siao.
boys go so early,make us girls look like we late.
we play badminton first at 8.30am.
we played two vs two. girls vs boys.
it was like... so fun.
we sweat so much.. but still continue to play.
after 1 h0ur the basket ball court open already so we chiong there.
ha's. go there saw the whole basketball team.
they damm pro,damm cool.
not like us ( girls ) so noob.
can't believe it.
we play b vs g again, jordan damm cool lorhz...
can shoot from so far away so many times.
hengyi also damm pro...
can play with one hand.
after that suddenly started to rain.. so sad.
but actually was blessing in disguise.
we ran in the rain.
ii felt like ii was so loved.
by all my true friends.
we ran and ran in the rain.
how ii wish it could last forever.
we ran to annabelle's house.
haha.. we had waffle with coke.
dip the waffle inside the coke.
then we continue to play badminton there.
after a while tired already, decided to have our lunch.
the whole gang of us went down and buy, buy,buy.
then we bought cake,tart and chocolate for our tuition teacher.
went to surprise Mdm Julia!
she was like so suprised, treat us to drinks and tibits.
we also bring out everything that we bought.
had a mini party, so niice.
after that.. jordan,huihao,jiajun had to go back.
so left hengyi,clarrisa,annabelle and me.
the rain stopped then come back again.
l0ve me too much.
so we went to the sheltered playground.
OMG! there was just like paradise.
we play from abt 1pm to 5.45pm.
clarrisa hit far ,cannot catch.
heng yi... really damm fun.
we smack and smack and smack.
vent all my frustrations on the shuttlecock.
he also.
we hit and hit and hit.
the shuttlecock.
we also pick and pick and pick.
but iit was really liike damm fun.
ii felt so 幸福 ...
with my friiends..
ii ♥ ya all forever.
huihao,annabelle,clarrisa,hengyi,jordan,jiajun

[ thank ya huihao and agnes for your testi. ]

[ ♥ you 1314! ]

blahblahblah

♥Sasha

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2008-10-10T18:19:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 3

2nd day after PSLE...
chinese and science teacher didn't come.
during chinese lesson,damm fun ..
everybody watching "xiao wan zi"
the boys behind listening to songs on handphone,
relief teacher sit beside them also don't care.
okay lorhz.. we also use.
then everybody watching,ii busy toking.
ii and qianwei tok and tok and tok.
gossip and gossip and gossip.
haha..she still remember everything since priimary 3.
we gossip abt everybody in dar class.
damm fun.
nobody cares abt us anyway.
they do what they want.
we do what we want.
then after chinese class was science class.
science teacher,mrs tan l.l,also never come. { sobs }
the relief teacher came in,so sad..
ii tot the teacher was very strict...
but actually she's such a cool teacher.
brought us to the computer lab for the last one hour.
we went crazy,the whole 6G science class ( 6G science roxs! )
at the computer lab all the girls busy doing blog.
all the boys busy playing their games.
iit was so fun,qian wei and ii also continue toking.
yarhz..ii know. cannot tell we so talkative rite?
ii pai kia...
multi-task.
use computer and message.
after school met my mum.
went to eat and then went westmall.
saw minying jiez and the others playing badminton.
after westmall went to my cousin's house.
borrowed lots and lots of series to watch.
going to chiong 2nite. { no nid to slp.. Jk! }
ii'm a bird flying freely in the sky.
ii got all dar freedom ii want.
ii'm allowed to do what ii want.
ii can fly as high as i want to.

[ thanks ya Minying jiez and Raina jiez for your testi. ]

[ okaay jiez! we go out and play like siao! ]

[ ♥ ya forever jiez! ]

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♥ Sasha

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2008-10-09T19:18:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 2

PSLE's over! { Screams! }
its over!
no more books.
no more exams.
no more homework.
ii feel like flying..
ii'm flying...
freely in the sky.
iits just freedom now
thiis afternoon after HMT exam,
ran out of sch and saw my meix.
ran to hug her..
she so sweet,hug me back too.
♥ ya tons and tons,my kawaii meix
after that went to Jurong Entertaiment Centre.
went with a few friiends.
damm fun.
we went crrazy.
had our lunch there.
me and myet go eat korean food.
cheap and good. ha's.
the rest went to eat Mac Donalds.
expensive and okay-okay only.
after that we went really crazy.
go arcade..
damm cool there.
how ii wish ii was the boss of that place.
how ii wish ii owned that place.
play liike siao.
then we went to take neoprint.
so kawaii....
stupid me didn't know how to decorate
for the group photo...
yup.. ii know i'm stupid.
after that pulled jiayan to take with me alone.
we take like siao.
take and take and take.
but didn't get to decorate.
stupid ppl go and print out our photo.
but still very nice...
we take like mad until no more pose to do.
iin the end my darling jiayan and me went to
another machine and take and take again.
my mum called me after that..
sakae sushii buffet!
mummy buy,daddy pay.
ha's. thanks tons mummy + daddy!
we ate from 3 to 6.. oiishii!
mum said that she give me as much freedom as i want.
she don't care already.
ii'm going to fly.
ii'm already flying.

[ thanks for ya testi Raina jiez and Shra. ii ♥ ya tons! ]

[ must take pic and go out with me kaes? ]

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♥ Sasha

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2008-10-01T15:50:00.000-07:00

Diiary ♥ 1

yup,u're reading correctly...
this is Sasha, the giirl u know.
ii'm sure u're find me different here,
from what ii am in sch.
this is where i'll just say what i want,
without thinking about who is going to read this.
so if you don't like me,
i'll just advice you to leave now..
first,before i start writing my diary, there's a few
things to let you guys know first.( just in case )
ii'm not the goody-good giirl u guys know.
ii'm a bad giirl.
ii get angry at times.
ii hate some ppl.
ii don't really like some teachers.
ii become quite quiet at times when ii'm not in a good mood.
maybe that's the reason why some or ii would say many
of my friends whom ii had trusted left me.
they were so close to be,yet they left me.
they betrayed me and left me alone in my own world.
my heart's shattered,but ii put on a brave front.
by smiling on the outside,
but crying in the nite under my blanket.
tears just stream down when ii tink abt how my life's changed.
in this just 1 year?
it was difficult for me to cry in the past,
but now it seems as easy as ABC.
ii feel i'm not being trusted,
maybe i really am. ii don't know.
u all left me in the beginning,
left me with holes in my heart.
ii decided to stitch back my heart,
and ii really did.
but u all came back and left me again.
i tot that i could trust you all.
but obviously, i was so wrong.
i looked like a fool,
when i heard what you said and did.
now,my heart's shattered,into a million pieces.
its impossible to stitch it back.
even if its possible, i choose not to have it stitched back.

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♥ Sasha